I haven't been updating, because I'm a loser~~ And decadent, I'm very decadent. Besides, I don't have anything interesting things happening in just a short period of one week.
I know. I lie. It's what I am. Unfortunately.
Well, to start off I have another phone. It's my brother's, but who cares? It's a flip phone. Everyone loves flip phones.
(I has the black one)
Next, I
(doing my work for school)
It stinks because my conscience is pummeling me to sadness. Oh how I suck much.
The script of the drama. Fail : I couldn't finish it.
My homework. Fail : I keep putting it off, since I'm lazy.
My grades. Fail (of getting 100% even when I have done 10^10^10^100 questions on the particular topic last year) : Stupid carelessness Which brings me to my next fail.
Carefulness. Fail.
Self confidence. Win (in falling to the negatives. Aka Fail[ing]) : I'm failing so much.
Gift-giving.Fail : I gave a watch as a birthday present. But it failed in function.
Be helpful. Fail : I'd rather cry about it.
My childhood. Rejected by public (Fail) : My teacher said that what I wrote for a certain assignment of mine is not my childhood, which was. I was deeply hurt. And failed.
Mental Health. Fail[ing] : I might just go insane with all this fail.
Emotions. Fail: I fail so much in life, I cried.
Therapy Session. Fail : To happen. Truth be told, I'm asking a newly-graduated from a psychology major to help me. And she is my friend's sister. God knows how much fail potential that has.
Life. Fail : Yeah.
Month of May. Fail : It all happened in May. I might be scarred for life and dread the coming of the next May, you know.
I'm typing so much fail, I fail to know whether I'm typing "fail" correctly.
I pray to the Almighty that this month has less fail.
But still, I have a flip phone. And knowing that I win at making people feel (sometimes very) uncomfortable by spamming them scenes saturated with death. They say I'm worse than Happy Tree Friends. Some say I'm better than it.
Did I fail to mention that some of the videos I REALLY like ends up being removed?
Well, now. Thanks to my idiocy, I have almost landed myself in hot molten rock, or the sun if you prefer to be more masochistic. Perhaps you would prefer me to be shot towards a supernova, or even hypernovae?
You may or may not know, whoever you are, that I am one of the (two) scriptwriters of my drama club. However, approximately two weeks ago, I have been clearly leaking some of the script. I will not say which, since it's bad enough that I told people, and I have stopped spreading it in the same week, thankfully. It was also only one page long, and is apparently redundant. While I spread the part of the script, I tried to make it as ambiguous as possible. Yes, I was completely aware of what I was doing. The script is not progressing any faster, mind you.
Apart from that my life has yet to improve. All my focus towards schoolwork is deteriorating, and this leaves me in guilt. Emotionally-painful and -tiring guilt. I'm sick of it.
School was busy enough though, never had this many events going on in a short time period. How exciting, just what I do not need for my ever-eroding focus.
So, we have the "Think Green" exhibition that was held somewhere not long ago before this blog post, and this is succeeded by an art exhibition. It is going on right now, this being the third day. And I was fortunate enough to pick up a song. You might know it, it's from a very known movie, I found out as I was looking for it on youtube to post it in this post. It sounds pretty. Let's not forget the charity sale. I'm a secretary for it.
Well, a week's gap between blog posts should be enough.
Let's see...
Drama club. Some progress has been made. About 40-70% outline plot completion. All that's left to do is the lines that all the actors are going to say.
Then we have Adventure club. For this one, we are going to set up a charity sale. All profit and everything else that's money will be donated to anyone who truly deserve it, like the financially-unable, very unable. This will be held on the 13th June, the last day of the current school term.
For school, not much. Our seniors are having their exams in this month and the next. I hope all goes well and successful for them with flying colours.
Speaking of which I'll be starting tuition today, at this tuition school, Flying Colours, where I previously went to last year.
Anyway, it would also seem that the Korean Culture club is having some sort of dance festival thing. I think it's a project. Why does it concern me? My friends are in Korean club, and the dance routine looks great. I would love to dance, but I'm not in the club, nor am I limber. Ooh, limber.
Going to new topic, I had a little storm in my soul. Conflict between my reason and my urges. The situation is, in total, stable, but not without more forceful bouts between these two. I really have to get therapy. Having a fluctuating heart, soul and mind are not healthy for both in itself, and in social situation.
And i need to not be so loud, or annoying.
And if you're reading this Rhona, if you remember what you have said, about taking up an appointment with your sister, I might take you up on that offer.
My blog is bland. Oh sigh, I wish I had my adobe photoshop thing. This Windows XP doesn't have adobe photoshop. Downloading it requires money that I do not have any means to pay with.
Also, I enjoy Tsubasa Chronicles and xxxHolic. They're like Harry Potter, except manga.
Now for a little favourite music youtube vid.
It's for the music, not the footsteps. [Edit: I have no idea why the video is this wide]
My nose had been quite active during said day, especially during the afternoon during prayer time. I had the foresight and memory to bring tissues, so it wasn't to bad.
It continued on to Saturday at school, air-conditioning center. Oh, my poor nose. On the same day we went to the doctors, but just to check on my ear. I have this horrible little ringing in my ear that's degrading sound quality, meaning all music sound bad, thanks to my ear. According to the doctor, it's earwax. Now I have the medicine and I only need to wait. Hopefully my ear will be in a better shape. ~~ Since, it's May, there won't be much adventure for me, since my seniors are having their exams. Good luck to them.
My mother also bought a sauna for us. Small, green, probably cost around $60 -$200. Something like that. Actually had just used it right after I typed in the Date of this post. Now, I'm sitting in front of my laptop shirtless, not a handsome sight I should say. You're probably wonder why I'm typing this down.
Then I downloaded a software to edit some MP3, with the simple reason of wanting to lengthen some soundtracks from games and such. (mainly games)
The only other interest is that I am having tests next week. Oyay.
