28th: School, Game, Purchases, Unease

8.48 pm. 28th February

Idea of the Day : None (OMG, FIRST)

To start of, I had to go to my old school. What terrible and masochistic reason am I forced to go to my old school again?
I was awarded most successful student in my year. A.K.A The student with the best result in the O Level Exams in my school. One other person would be a girl named Goh Jia Lin.
All I can and want to comment about this is a lot of praises given (I've got two newly obtained, whole solar energy, and one astral pouch) and much personally embarrassing boobs.

After that, I had a bit of a rest at home, where I tried my hand again (again) on Final Fantasy XII, which I have obtained weapons such as Sagittarius & Tournesol, and obtain all available Espers, only to delete the save (on my first playthrough) and had by brother overwite my save file (on my second, many months later). I've got a new Action Replay Max I bought about a month ago, so I decide to play it again with cheats (did this on my second playthrough, I've already got the Zodiac Spear [untimate weapon in-game]). But the only available cheats to use is have max gil (cash), level up once to reach level 99 (highest level), and kill a monster once to get max Licence Points (Points used to get licence to use weapons, armor, magic, etc. Basically, it's like you only need to kill people to get some points to by your driver's licence with). And on the day when, two days later, I begin school to. What wonderful schedueling skills I has.

Later that afternoon, mother invited me to go shopping with her. Since I have things to by myself, I went along. Thus have I obtain a new pendrive, labled Kingston, renamed Blacknight, which have 16 GB, and only cost 3/5 of a hundred dollars. The last pendrive bought had 526 MB (i think). Now, I have a backup of all my 'important' documents. I no longer fear the death of my computer taking the lives of many of my (downloaded) music individuals.
That last statement may get my hide tanned.
I also bought a new wallet. The one that was replaced was falling apart. I also bought those belt bag things, bags that are attached to belts and you wear them around thine waist. I did this so I may have easy access to my wallet and mobile phone. I may look silly with a bulging something square and/or rectangular underneath my untucked shirt, but it is more convenient. For me, thieves and insults alike.

But something got me really down. I may have bummed out one of my friends, in a sense that I mad them sad, in the sense of pain, in the sense of emotions. One thing that I cannot stand or let got or down is this thing. I will go on for the rest of my life, thinking and regretting things like this, despite the effect may or may not be true and/or real, to the dismay for my psychology, and mental and spiritual peace, in the sense I may lose it in the end, in the sense of sanity. Though this has yet to happen, and I already have much of these.

Life says I suck for not moving on.....

For the video:



Hey, it'd Fred.

26th: Cont...

I feel depressed... and sad...

I fail to mention that the Moon poses a most terrible danger to the integrity of both my self and my mind...

......

Rant, not rant (Warning: LONG rant ahead)

[Warning: Long shit ahead... Eww]
As any of you who have been following and checking my blog posts, all of you may have noticed that you have been spammed with nothing more that extremely short posts of my actual life, and got huge doses of my brain and my brain's favorite videos. This could not be helped as the holidays that I am oh so "enjoying" is dragging on for very, very long. I am quite sad to say that nothing ever really happens to me during said times, and I am, as well as all of you are, sick of it.

This is why I dislike the life I currently live in. Although there is absolutely wrong about it, it still drags. This is also why I rather live in my head than in reality. The terrible news all around the world and in this country I live in and love is not making this any more pleasant or bearable.
The worse part of it all is that I have to be spammed myself with terrible horrible house drama at every afternoon. There is nothing more I hate than television drama. Shows like Charmed and Heroes, I like, because there's more than just boring drama, but there's also cool super powers and magic involved, making it something far more grandeur than drama, known as Action. To all those who are reading this that love drama, no offense, but this is how I feel about it. Never does it fail to irritate me how full of domestic violence these things contain, and other more hateful things such as treachery and blah blah blah of it all... God, these people have the same problem I have, and that's not having a life. I cannot help not having a life since I am restricted to the home I live in, especially during the holidays. I barely go anywhere. I'm like Harry Potter, but my family loves me as they should love a person from the same family. It's just that my holidays are so damn boring... The only things I do all day apart from my daily rituals is playing games, surf the Internet, and watch television (which I barely do these days)
It's the best part though when I do go somewhere. I really enjoy having to go watch some movies at my hometown Mall. They have a cinema there, ya? I don't mind having to watch movies with my mom ( :p ) or my sister. So long as I can get to enjoy time with my family, since I barely get to spend time with my friends, I'm happy. Still, I do get to spend time with my friends when we get together and have a little badminton session every week or so...

This measly rant may seem insignificant to you, but hey, it's my life and this is my trouble. Since I feel awkward talking things like this with my family, I might as well tell the whole world. I also have wants to go and have an appointment with a psychiatrist to vent my problems on. :D But the Internet is the next best thing (not that I don't have a life, even when I said I don't). I don't think there is one yet here in my country (for a rich country for that matter). I hope someone here takes up psychology and graduate soon, I want a victim to talk their ears off.

Also, please forgive the lack of content in this blog of mine and bear with me for a few more days, or possibly weeks, because in a few days time, I will be starting orientation at my new school. More, correctly, I will start said orientation on Monday. It may put more excitement into my dreary, pictureless, youtube-abused, blog. Yay, youtube :D.

And again, for those who wants me to talk more often, sorry. My conversation materials are... not conversation materials but are for those like my sought-for psychiatrist and the likes. I have many problems to talk about, and none of them are worth talking about to the likes of the nobles I refer to as friends (it's a complement to you people for those who don't get it, or got the wrong idea). It's just full of small little problems like how I can't stop thinking on how ugly I am, though it might not be true (unless it is, then I'm gonna be depressed for a whole hour), and how I always have these strange thought floating into my head, which of course, fucks me up when I'm in public or at other places where these things can get me into trouble or things as such. Believe you, me, that these things happen to me. I don't, however, have enough courage to tell you all about my problems, 'cause all of you might stay away from me. No, wait, I shouldn't have said that...
Anyway, I'm really sorry that I couldn't chat more. This explains partly why I never go online on the messengers, or send you notes or reply to your e-mails. In fact, I've developed a sort of dislike in having to reply these things, not that I dislike you people. It's just that I need to find words on how to reply or things like that.

On an unrelated note, I gawk at my impressive typing skills that I have built over the past years, for during a time not so long ago (when I was 14-15 years old) I could only type one letter at a time, taking a very long time as I have to search for the letters I with to type. Now I barely have to look at my keyboard and I'm typing like the wind. It's still hard to do it with my eyes closed though, for some reason.

To continue a little further on this little rant and/or whatever of mine. You may notice my slight change in moods. I'm fully aware of this, as I have accepted this as into being my personality and is a feed to my randomness. This also cause me sadness for I longed to have a stable, more appropriate personality.
What's more, it adds to the suckage that I am ambivalent to said randomness and things. Because at times, I want to be a bit unique, for I despise stereotypicalism. And as of such, I imagine that one can divide my soul into two, four six, or the coveted, seven. I like to divide my soul into two and four more, because I have made these divisions into sentient beings known as

Idea of the Day: (Warning: More long shit, up ahead... Ewwies)
~Fazz, Elle, Soleil, Hold, Estell, Jorden~ (They're my Mary Sues! Yay. Yet they don't star in anything)
Fazz and Elle, also known as Alexander (Blizzards) Ronald (Tundra) Fazz (Polar) OR Alexander Ronald Fazz Blizzards Tundra Polar Crystal Comet and Alicia (Blizzards) Reene (Tundra) Elle (Polar) OR Alicia Reene Elle Blizzards Tundra Polar Crystal Comet, are my two main characters that of which I have created over the years. Since Fazz was supposed to be me, but then realise he could never be me, I have assigned both of them to represent the two main aspects of my soul.
Fazz and Elle, being the superhero nerd I am, have powers. They're power, in simplicity, is the ability to destroy all of existence, which is very contradictory to the very many ideology around the world. :D
On a long note, the power of the twins allows them to destroy all of existence, and do much more (everything).

Fazz is simply my collective negativity. So he never smiles often. He has white hair and black eyes. Stay away from him, if possible, when he gets angry. He, I suppose, is part of my soul which is the source of my sourness and bitchyness. He's also the source of the feeling of being irritated.

Elle is Fazz's twin sister, and his polar opposite, thus is very fond of. She is my collective positivity. She has black hair and white eyes, but you can still see the border of her eyes and every other detail, like those eyes in black and white manga and comics. Despite being the entity of all my positivity, under no circumstances are you to get her angry. For the fate of all existence, do not get her angry. Among all my mary sues, she has the most scary temper. With that on note, I assigned her as the source of my anger. :D

Sleeping within these twins are their souls! And for reasons complex and difficult to explain->[not really], they (i) decided to create personifications of their souls. And so the foursome was born : Soleil, Hold, Estelle, Jorden. These four are another way how you can split my soul. C:

Soleil Gules Corona is one of two parts of Elle's personification of her soul. She is somewhat regal, has no form of ego. She is very calm and never cease to smile peacefully, even when angered (and this is bad. BAD). She represent the Sun, the source of life, and thus Creation. As of such, she has power over fire , light and healing among (many) others. As a sentient being, however, she symbolises femininity. As stated in previous posts, the Candle Rod belongs to her. Her personality include, kindness, concern, wrath, regal and modesty. To describe here a little more, she has red hair, fair skin (like a Disney princess), and likes to wear dresses. Her eyes can change colour depending on the light quality, from red, to orange, to yellow, to pink. You know what I mean. She is where, I imagine, the source of my kindness and warmth from. As well as anger. She also is my anima [link]

Question: Am I kind at the very least? And have any of you seen me angry? Really, now tell the truth. I can't remember these things nor am I aware of it. Also, have I been bitchy or like a jerk at times? If I was, I'm sorry.....

Hold Crescent Evermoon is one of two parts of Fazz's soul. He is, as I do not like to say it but is very curious and interested in it, an emo. He, however, does not wear tight pants, never uses more makeup than an old, retired goth actress, or have completely black hair for more than three days. About his hair, it changes colour gradually, hair strand by hair strand, from completely black, to jumbled-up black and white, to completely white, in accordance to the lunar phases ( :D ). He symbolises the Moon, and thus is the most mysterious person among my six mary sues, despite the stereotype emo thing. He governs the element water and magic. Being the polar opposite of Soleil, his twin, he also governs destruction. There is nothing he can't destroy. Your pride is one example. Your virginity, the next. Despite being an emo, he's somewhat... let's be blunt, sexual. Because of his magic and his nature and simply be the very personification of the Moon, apart from being Fazz's soul, anyONE who looks at him will find him/herself filled in a torrent of hormones, and find him attractive. He will react the same way by finding EVERYone "attractive". However, the rest of my mary sues are not affected, and thus does not find them "attractive". He minds, yes, but not so much. Thus is he my favourite character and a constant subject of abuse. :D See? Even his description is long. As stated in previous posts, the Sad Cup belongs to him. He is the source of my sadness, as I imagine, and the feelings of loneliness, and other things. [clears throat]

Also, as a note, Fazz and Elle will stop aging at when they (i) hit the 25 year mark. Soleil and Hold stopped aging when they (i) hit the 18-year mark . (this year! yay!)

Estelle Avalon Fomalhaut is the the second of the two parts of, get this, Fazz's soul. She is a kid, and will forever be that way. She stopped aging years ago (despite being made only last year) So she shall forever be 9. She has short blond hair, and violet eyes. She simply acts her own age, that's all there is to it. She has the widest imagination among my mary sues, Fazz being the second runner-up, and is thus, my source of imagination. She is also the spring where my childish aspects originate from. She represent the stars. In my symbolism, the stars represent togetherness (galaxy and clusters), despite them being light years away in real life. So, she loves it the most when everyone is together. She is happy, alot of the times, and can also be irritating, like a kid. Her powers include wind, sound, lightning, aether (the fifth element), the mind and soul. She also has the ability to connect, gather anything combine all combinable things, like powers. :D I assigned her as the source of my happiness too. But, since the stars are at such a high place, she is also very proud of herself (the source of my pride... like I have any) As stated, the Yellow Dagger is copyrights of hers.

(I know I've done him before, but...)
Jorden Oak Paradys is the second of the two halves of Elle's soul (of course). He is already at the age of 29, but will not age any further. He symbolises the World, and thus maturity and responsibility, as I assigned him to be the source of said sense. He is also the personification of masculinity. If he did not exist in my soul, I'll never be able to differentiate what is manly and what is not, and, thus strive for said quality (not going so well actually). His powers include earth, nature, and all seven elements : fire, water, air, earth, light, darkness, energy. This is because he is the symbol of the World, where all ^those^ things exist. Among all my mary sues, he has the least dangerous temper, but he will still impale you with Mount Everest if he is angry enough, or crush you with Mars. Being the a symbol for the World, he is very lazy, in way that he is lazy in responsibility, contradicting himself. As stated, the Stone Coin is his.

Note: Fazz and Hold likes cats, Elle and Soleil loves rabbits, Estelle loves birds and Jorden loves snakes.

Designated universe: None.
End.

As you may or may not have thought, I enjoyed writing that. So yeah, that's pretty much who I am inside. :)

And now, to further your torment, I shall post one of my favorite youtube videos.



Moar kats! I is evol...

25th: School

10.06 pm. 25th February

Idea of the Day:
~The Four Crown Keys~
They are ornaments that give way to places, lost in memory, which leads to treasure of unparalleled power. These, themselves, grant those who carry it abilities, uncommon. They consist of the Red Ring, the Cold Rook, the Atlas Bracelet and the Mark of the 3rd Child.

Universe : I'm not sure yet.
End.

I went to school today again, in attempt to yet, again, obtain the now "folder" of my Katok Form Six Centre. It's the name of the school I'll be advancing next, though I did not receive it and it's been a month's wait. Some say that it'll be out tomorrow, 26th February. But since I'm going on the 28th, I'll just wait 'till then... IF it is true. Though they already confirmed it, I'll have my own inside help inform me.
But it wasn't a complete waste of time, I got my O Level Certificate that I sat for in June 2008, and I also get meet (though briefly) with my friends. Yay, and I mean it. Apart from that it's another slow day. It's getting boring, srsly....

For the video:



It's another cats!

24:

8.45 pm. 24th February

Nothing going on, except that I finally got the ultimate weapon of a game I'm playing...

No blog post yesterday cause no internet... So here, two videos...







Not only are they both music and compact, they're from the same band... :shock:

22nd: Mom, feeling

8.36 pm. 22nd February

Idea of the Day:
~Yellow Dagger~
A dagger crafted with an invincible yellow mineral, set upon a pitch-black hilt of wood that is adorned with star-like design, wrought by a white metal. The blade itself is engraved with the symbols of the sun, the moon and the world. A disc connects the blade and the hilt, in place of a cross-guard. The disc fashions as stellar symbol.
Those who carry the blade will feel a sense of weightlessness. It does, in fact, bless them will unnatural speed. Be warned that the blade will offer no other for of protection.

Designated universe : None. It belongs to one of my four (and this makes four) primary characters, Estelle Avalon Fomalhaut.
End.

It seems that my mom is feeling alot better now. I'm happy.

I'm also starting to feel a bit lonely.

I miss everyone...

To add to this feeling is a little nostalgia:



I'm blue, da be dee da be die da be dee da be die....



That was short, wasn't it? Enjoy it while it last

21th:

Nothing much going on...



Kingdom Whoop

20th: Mom, Computer

10.26 pm. 20th February

Idea of the day:
~Candle Rod~
A rod of red, adorned with black patterns. Its base holds hold a stone of pearly white, with gold holding it in place. Its head is forged with the same metal, with a core of waxy material and a white-metallic thread protruding out from its center. Just beneath, engraved a moon, a star and a planet. This thread ignites in a white flame within darkness, battle and unseen danger.

Designated universe: None, it belongs to one of my four primary characters, Soleil Gules Corona.
End.

Today, I'm sad, for my mom is ill. I'm doing anything for her, and this makes me feel terrible about myself. Sure she can move around, but I should still help. I feel awkward when I do help, though. I don't know why. Indeed, I am a terrible child.

To further darken this day, this laptop of mine, as I can see, is starting to fail me. I have to start and restart quite some times before it starts working. I may need to bring this to get it fixed, or vaccinated, or when worse comes to worse, replace it. Before this happens, I must at least make a backup for all my music storage. I've got alot of it now, and I'm not planning on losing any one.
I need to go pen-drive shopping...

Now the video :



I think this is the most popular of its genre with us... Then again...

19th: School, Games

9.41 pm. 19 February

Idea of the day:
~The Sad Cup~
A white-metallic chalice, with a deep-blue gem, resembling that of a night of golden stars, encased within its neck. The mouth is inscribed with foreign runes and a lunar symbol. Its surface, engraved with similar inscription but with symbols, worldly, stellar and solar. Now and again, the cup would be filled with s blue solution which will rejuvenates any who drink it fully.

Designated universe: None, it belongs to one of my for primary characters, Hold Crescent Evermoon
End.

Today I have the utmost pleasure to have a visit to my now-ex-school, to go and have a look about a letter (perhaps, about my transfer to another school of further learning? It should be like that), and had an even greater pleasure of knowing that all of the related-officials (teachers) were out, possibly 'till the coming Monday. This is due to a rehearsal for a performance in the upcoming celebration.

So no info on the letters people.

And also, I have an even more greater pleasure of saying that my PS2 will give me technical problems and difficulties for any game that does not fit into the revolving part of the machine (like poop, I know the name).

Basically, all of the games I have that work well on my old busted PS2, will not work on my new console, simply because it does not fit. Oh how delightful it would be to be able to utilize a mallet with the PS2 in the simplest of sense. (To those who don't get it, it means to break the damn thing) However, this will leave me with $200 wasted on said mallet and I would no longer be able to play the games I CAN play, some of which are my favorites too.

Yeah, I'm a bit pissed off about my new PS2 right now, though I'm drowning it all by playing another game I'm currently enjoying (by this, I mean cheating). So whatever. [/rant]

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This one is cute... Aww... Cat food...

18th:

8.31 pm. 18th: Feb

Not much to say, apart from me festering in boredom. I'm trying out some of my old, correction, my brother's games to alleviate it a little. So no idea of the day. Yay you.

There will, however, be a faved youtube vid clip.



It's really beautiful...

17th: Internet, youtube

8.38 pm. 17th February

Idea of the Day:
~The Stone Coin~
It is a large coin made of a silvery material and a deep-green gem is set as its core. The gem is engraved with the symbol of the World, and its edges are adorned with the emblems of the Sun, Moon and Star. Holding no value of wealth, the bearers of the coin shall feel its astounding weight, whilst giving them invincible stability. If the coin was to touch any earth, greenery and life shall burst to life, regardless of the terrain. Any light that falls through the gem core will heal every form of wound.

Designated universe : None. It belongs to one of my four major characters, Jorden Oak Paradys, the symbol of the World personified.
End.

So today, I've finished the Dark Cloud 2 game, which is actually called Dark Chronicles. And now, I'm bored out of Sanity. In fact, I am now reduced into watching things like this on Youtube:



(zomg, anodder blog-relatedz vedio!!)

Since, I'm restraining myself from surfing the internet at night for fear of sleeping in late again, I'm still bored out of Sanity.

As evident, I haven't shown my face in the all-important of internet-socialization, the instant messenger. I don't feel like it. Yeah, I'm a selfish jerk of an introvert.

So, as you may notice, my blog is littered with youtube videos. So, as to commemorate the others, here's another one.



Aww...

16th: Internet, Sleep, Tag

8.44 pm.

Idea of the Day:
The Circle ~~ It's one of my custom-made race of army for the Warcraft universe. It's more of am mish-mash of all the race than an actual new race. This one is more orderly however. This race consist of humans, elves and orcs. Undead creatures are part of the Circle, but they are artificial, like robots. They are those who left the Universalls, my very first custom race, because it was far too chaotic, like humans having powers of death and the undead are give powers of the heaven.
Heroes: Guardia of Eden, Diacon of the Sun, Coppermoon Magus, Astraeus
It's not too original, but eh...

Guardia : Knight, male and female, usually orcs
Diacon : Priest/priestess thing, usually not orcs
Magus : Witch/wizard (for those who don't know), usually still not orcs
Astraeos : Ethereal (spirit) beings of the stars. No true form, gendered, and usually takes the shape of his/her past life. All race. Is undead, but more divine, like spirits, or if you don't believe in divine undead, ghosts (after the astrological deity and Titan-god of the dusk in Greek mythology, the name translates to dawn of the stars)

Designated universe: The Warcraft Universe (oooh...)
End.

Today, I have a little internet lag. No idea what's up. Anyway I'm trying to avoid using the internet as much as possible, this blog excluded. It's a gamble to surf this late at night for fear of sleeping in late. After this, I'll probably play some games.

And also, despite staying awake for the rest of yesterday, I still slept late last night. Much to my dismay.

Lastly, I'm putting tags on my posts from now on.

Now, the video. If you don't think abrupt eruptions of lasers are funny, this won't impress.



BLAAAAARH!!!

15th: Drowse, Game, Lase

8.17 pm. 15th February

Idea of the Day:
Frigg ~ Taken from the name of the Norse goddess, wife of Odin.
She has nothing in common with the Norse goddess apart from being graceful, like a queen. She is one of two main characters of this idea of mine titled Four, the other being her twin mute brother Beowulf. Her trademark is the single wooden earing that she wears.

Designated universe: The Four, same as Beowulf in previous post.
End.

Well, sleeping at two and waking up at six isn't a very wonderful thing, is it? Staying awake is much worse. Why did I let myself do this? Webcomics, go figure. F@NB0Y$ - Better Than [insert name of game] updates M and F

So, as I said, I'm playing a game on my PS2 right now and I won't be showing myself one any instant messengers as online. What is this game I'm playing? Dark Cloud 2



And now, the next segment shall discuss the fun topics of : the ABC's of Lasers!

ABC's of lasers

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|BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! !!!!
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A - I'm a' firin' mah lazor!!
B- I be firin' mah lazor!!
C - Imma chargin' mah lazor!!
D - Die by mah lazor!!
E - Epic firin' of mah lazor evah!!
F - I'z Failin' joo with mah lazor!!
G - Iz gettingz joo with mah lazor!!
H - Hell iz mah lazor!! I be firin' joo with it!!
I - I fire mah lazor!!
J - Jammin' at you with mah lazor!!
K - Iz killin' joo with mah lazor!!
L - LAZOR!!!!11!!!1!EXCLAIMASHUNMARK! [iz firin' joo with it]
M - Meet mah lazor, firin' at joo!!!
N - NAO!!! Fire teh lazor!!!
O - [Orang gila sama Lazor]
P - Pwning joo with mah Lazor!!!
Q - Quik-shootin' Lazor of Deathness!!!
R - Iz rapin' joo with mah lazor!!
S - STFU Lazor Attakk!!!
T - Teh lazor be killin' joo nao!!!
U - Uber-style Lazor Attakk!!!
V - Vishus lazor r firin' at joo!!!
W - Mah lazor iz teh Win!!!!
X - I'z firin mah XXX lazor, killin' joor mind with ugly yaoi and gai pronz.
Y - Y joo be hittin' joorself with mah lazor!?!
Z - ZOMGBBQWTFROFLMAOOLFTW Lazor!!

This is what happens when I'm left alone, bored, surfing the Internet, at 2 am.
And yes, I been fired by teh lazer.

Now for something RELATED!! OMG

Yes, I do have a part of me that's crazy, I reserve it for the internet... If you find my conduct offensive.... Sorry...

Week of the Platinum Dragon

Ends with...



He be firin' hiz lazerz...

And lastly...



He's ugly because he's evil... Evil things are ugly...
Good things are preppy, however...

A day without rain

Seeing that this day won't have anything, I'll post this thing here.

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Ice Cavern - Spyro the Dragon (It's so obvious, idiot)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Hips don't lie - Shakira (......)

3.What do you like in a girl?
Capri - Colbie Caillat (*clears throat*)

4.How do you feel today?
Angel - Enya (I'm quite divine)

5.What is your life's purpose?
Happy Material - Negima Mahou Sensei/Negima!: Magister Negi Magi (:iconlarryplz:)

6.What is your motto?
Brand New Breeze - La Corda D'Oro: primo passo (*dramatic wind effect*)

7.What do your friends think of you?
Twilights Last Gleam - High Contrast (what the foot is that suppose to mean, people?)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Dearly Beloved - Kingdom Hearts II (So sweet..)

9.What do you think about very often?
Oh my God - Lily Allen (Oh my God)

10.What is 2 + 2?
Mint's Scheme - Threads of Fate/Dewprism (Mastermind quality)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Speed of Sound - Coldplay (Slow down, people)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
The Man Who Can't Be Move - The Script (Think whatever you wish of it... Poor guy)

13.What is your life story?
Celtic Rain - Enya (Music wise, this is the perfect answer, period)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Don't Tell Me - Madonna ('Cause I don't wanna know)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Chacha ni Omasake - Akazukin Chacha (Magical princess, magical princess A-Ka-Zu-Kin Chacha~~~)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Blaze - Chronicle of the Wings [opening song] (...)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Bushes (Norman Cook Remix)- Markus Nikolai (........................................)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Move your feet - Junior Senior ([is busting a move])

19.What is your biggest fear?
Carnival Town - Norah Jones (Title wise, I am afraid of recreational activities filled with baloons and clowns... Oh the horror. Lyric-wise, God knows how cruel the accuracy of this answer is)

20.What is your biggest secret?
Smile - Lily Allen ()

21.What do you think of your friends?
Watery Relic - Rogue Galaxy (mmm... wet...)(don't kill me)

22.What will you post this as?
A day without rain - Enya (Meteorologically correct)

Now, the video: [WARNING: Video may induce mental pain. Especially girls. Comment: Ouch]



They be playin' this at mah funeralz

Week of the Platinum Dragon

Nearing its end...

13th:

6.06 pm. 13th February

I hope my friends are doing well...

For the video, it's something that me and one of my close friends share as part of awesome childhood memories... (I'm using close loosely here)

Week of the Platinum Dragon

12th: Visit, Sleep, Book, Wish

6.12pm. 12th February

Idea of the day:
Beowulf (taken from the Old English heroic epic poem, which was adapted to the movie you know, Beowulf)
This Beowulf has nothing in common with the movie or the poem, apart from having survived a vicious disease when he was young, for three years.
Because of the disease so long ago, he is now rendered mute. He is supposed to be one of two main heroes of the story where a being known as the Book appeared to torment all beings, the other being his twin sister, Frigg.

Designated universe: Another different universe, whose title is called Four.
End

Apparently, my sister has decided to visit. And since it's night time, my dear nephew, to end, wish to me to play with him. I promise to play with him, though at this rate I don't think I would. Ah the basic minds of little children, wasting their time on games like GTA. I, like every other pestered person, dislike the experience.

Also, I am ruining my daily plans for I am sleeping at 3 am, and I can't wake up before 11am. This is not good for me, as it ruins my health. Though I'm sure some of you can find other reasons for this not being good for me.

So I went with my dad to Paul and Elizabeth bookstore, as I mentioned in my last blog post. And I got a haul. That, and I came across something that made me realize something about my self. Anyway, I bought a lovely book on the History of Medicine and on Egypt's mythology.

And now, to humor you all, I shall type a confession in big, bold letters.
I want to be hot!
Perfect biceps, abs and thighs... Oh, would I kill to get rid of my fat thighs...
Sadly, I can't do much on this at the moment.
I hate it, for this and the fact that my vanity is driving me nuts.
I hope you all die laughing, too.

Now, the video. After the previous statement that I made, this would be somewhat awkward in terms of the flow of the topic. To those who has mystical powers and ignored the big, bold, words above, enjoy it while you can, before you die from your head exploding.



Bad ol' cat!

Week of the Platinum Dragon

A tiny bit lengthy

11th: Dance, cloud, book

8.16 pm. 11th Feb.

Idea of the day:
Beast Concord.
There are those who borne an ability, unusual of effect. This ability, however, has an ill-humor. Any who possess it are to suffer a fate pf agony. This ability grants those who wield it to become one among Mother's creatures, animals and beast, but that which resonates with their soul. They are also fated with strange armaments. These weapons and protection can become one with these persons. Becoming not mere animals, but living bestial weapons.
This ability is simply called Beast Sync.
Designated universe: In another original universe, but takes place at home on Earth, the universe of the Beast Concord.
End

So, small talk, today I dance through the workout mode of my Dance Dance Revolution [DDR] X in the morning, something like the early morning aerobics.

After that I played some Dark Cloud 2, the game that I'm playing right now. I've played it thrice now, but hey, what else are you going to do about your favorite game?

And at dinner, my father is going to take me to a book store! Oh how lovely. So, what are the good reads for this year? Not that it's gonna be useful. Unless you somehow stumble upon this new post of mine. My dad plans on buying a book on something that's related to the course I'm taking, i.e. medicine. I'm not sure whether I'd read it...

On to the video. This one is my very recently faved video.



Camptown ladies never sang all the doo dah day, no no no

Week of the Platinum Dragon

After...



Before...



which kinda sucks....
And yes, he only broke the sky before, not after

10th: Games, Laters

8.06 pm. 10th February

Idea of the Day:
The nameless rod [a.k.a Black Moon Runestick]
A short rod of unknown origin, it has tremendous power. It was said that this object can move into and away from realities. It's current keeper had heard that the weakest harmful magick spell conducted by this object had obliterated three of five moons simultaneously from the sky of a world it previously resided. Whether the moons were restore, he did not know. It has no name but the keeper say that whoever holds it may name it whatever they wish, as it does not change the object.
Designated universe: It's for my original universe. Because of that, it has, as of yet, no name
End.

Today marks the first day of the season where I disappear from the social internet. When this season ends, I don't know.
The reason being that I'm now busying myself with my game. Sadly, it isn't any of the game I have yet to finish.
This might also mean that I won't be posting my daily trivial life, and I'm sure you're happy about this. I'm gonna post my favourite youtube videos despite this. And there's still the Week of the Platinum Dragon for me to finish.

Later then.

On to the video. This one is about one of my favourite anime, titled "I'm Gonna Be An Angel!" or "Tenshi Ni Narumon!" And this is the opening song.



Because I love you!

Week of the Platinum Dragon

Continues...

Outing, Arm, Gaming

8.30 pm. 9th February

Idea of the day:
Tome Pendant:
A book-shaped pendant. It is said to increase studious skills dramatically. Some say it played a part in the story of the fledgling mage who impressed his masters by mastering a year's worth of spells in four months.

Designated universe: It's supposed to be in the universe of my made-up final fantasy world. Another object that's similar to this one is the AP Egg of Final Fantasy X-2
End.

Today, my family went for a bit of outing. It wasn't anything fun, in fact, it involved my brother's search for career work. He's trying to be a teacher of sorts in the Computer subject. So I went to all the relevant places. Sadly, I cannot remember the names of those places, but their location, yes, which still kinda suck. He's not going to teach at just any school. If I understand correctly, I think he is going to be a tutor for my country's Computer/Technical university/institute/whatever, I'm not sure of that part. We also had lunch at a restaurant! Of food from Pakistan. Can't remember the name, I'm terrible I know.

End of the day's excitement. So I'll begin with my nag. I have a slightly sore right arm. Not hand, arm. It's definitely from my badminton session yesterday. It's not THAT painful, but what am I suppose to write?

Also, I've lost my feeling of enjoyment when playing video games on my PS2. I tried playing what I felt like playing, but the game I wished to play was old, and now has glitches that comes with its age. Poo.

Now, the video. This shall be less disturbing. In fact, it is not disturbing! It's just weird, strange and amusing. This marks the end of those disturbing videos, until I fave new ones, which are hard to come by, to your fortune.




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Now playing: Paul Van Dyke - Today (Trance Ambient Mix)
via FoxyTunes

Week of the Platinum Dragon

5.30 am, 9th February
What this is about is that, for the entire week, I'll be posting two of my favourite youtube videos. One as part of my daily blogging, and another for this.

So, in this week, I will embed videos of my favorite dragon from Final Fantasy. The Platinum King of all Dragons, Bahamut.

A fact about Bahamut, is that he derived from the original Bahamut, which is a gigantic fish of Ancient Arabic mythology. (T_T) As to how big the fish is, it is said that if any human sees it, they pass out instantly because they can't handle it; "[a]ll the seas of the world, placed in one of the fish's nostrils, would be like a mustard seed laid in the desert." I thank Wikipedia.
Want to know more? Click - Bahamut



The finger and button thing is to increase damage.

8: hecas, sports

1.31 pm. I planned on writing it at night time to get things, but I'm zealous.

Idea of the Day:
From this post on, I'll be writing down my ideas that pop up in my head. Though not necessarily new ideas. Being a nerd that I am, it won't fully show who I am if I didn't.
So, I've had a recent occasion in watching Teen Titans on Cartoon Network, and then I thought about someone who can call down large meteors from the sky. Then, I remember a godly being from Final Fantasy XII known as Exodus, since he can call forth meteors with ease.

The end result is a character called Aether. Not the greatest name of all, but I'm running low on names. He is basically a person with the ability to call forth the same godly beings as Exodus, after creating pacts between the beings behorehand. A side talent, however, his true power is the manipulation of the fifth classical element, aether, which is what was used to be believed as a medium for light to travel (which is currently false [electromagnetic waves]). If any of you are deeply familiar with the Final Fantasy franchise, know that all his "summons" are from all the Final Fantasy games.
End

Today, as I assume none of you know/read the local news. The Ministry of Education has now introduced the feature where scholarship application can be done over the internet. The website is www.hecas.edu.bn. I haven't checked it out yet. Maybe later? I'm lazy.

Also on today, I finally got to get with my friends and enjoy the sport, badminton. Yays! Being a master of not being good in sports, it was more of a frustration/fun-fest, for me. I enjoyed it anyway. So after things settle down, we played a little catch (where I throw like a girl) and shot some hoops (which I didn't participate. Wimp,I am) and lastly, took some pictures (and I'm not picturesque) which my dear friend is going to post on her blog (or someone).

That may be it. And frankly, I think my Idea of the Day might just make up a large portion of this blog. The idea, however, will only be included when I have somthing on my mind to type down.

And on with the youtube video. This video is also somewhat disturbing. To simply describe it (with not of my own words. someone post it as the comment to the vid), it is basically like Disney on Crack.
For me, I got over the weirdness and disturbance, so it's just an awesome song, with entertaining visuals. Well, in my opinion anyway.


Go, Go, GO!

7th: Wake, School

8.14 pm

So, thanks to me sleeping in late, I missed my morning call. Apparently, my alarm was not loud enough to penetrate my dreams, thus waking me up. So, I'm trying to sleep early tonight.

Also, someone sent me a text message. I don't know who it is, since I don't recognize people by their phone number. The message said the there was a cadetship? thing going on at school. I do not know what it is about, since I missed it. I don't have anyone to bring me to school anyway, and I was still sleeping when it began. So yeah, if anyone, at all, that can fill me in, I would really appreciate it.

So on with the video. I may post videoss even if I have nothing to say. It's about a kitteh, a bunneh and lotsa candeh. It is still disturbing & entertaining and contains a degree of gore.



It's filled with candy.

6th: Fear, Badminton, Friend, Cake

9.02 pm. This has become an official habit.

I find it quite hard, actually, to present these blogs.

Anyway, there wasn't much things that happened today. Well, since it's Friday, which I have mistaken for yesterday as I have said, my eldest sister made her weekly visits, and mom had to type things again, and so I enjoyed yet another pleasant time with her. This time though, I fell asleep. I mean I was curled up in my quilt and was in a comfortable position whilst hugging a pillow and listening to some of the pleasant music that I enjoy.
The only excitement was that I had a wasp trapped in the curtains of my room. Being a sad, pacifistic sissy as I am, I wanted to let it go outside, but I was scared to... Well, I'm scared of most of the generic things like spiders, scorpions. Things that can induce painful harm and the likes. Doesn't make me feel any better though.

Going back to yesterday, my friend told me that we're gonna have a badminton session this Sunday. This is wonderful news to me, since I miss my friends a lot, even if I just met them a few days ago. Besides, I didn't join them for the session since... what, January? December? I had to give the a lot of reasons, like my parents were to busy and my entire upper body was sore from my last session at the gym (says the guy who's afraid of bees)

Speaking of friends, I finally got the chance to chat with one of my great friends yesterday stil. He's more like a big brother I never had. My... umm... onii-chan? (i know onee-chan is for big sister). He lives over at the US, and it sounds like he went through a lot. Life is getting better for him it seems ,however, and I'm glad. His name? Michael Huszar. I met him on Neopets (srsly). How I came to know him, I rather not say. It'll be one of those things that'll never see the light of Existence. No pics of him either, and I'm not bothering to.

~To be fully honest, another reason why I'm not uploading any pics is not just because I don't have a camera. It's also because I have no idea how send the picture from the digicam to my computer. This shows that my distinction A1 on Computer was leaning towards luck than academic. I studied hard yeah, but I guessed that it'll be like a B4 or C6*

That's that. Now I shall tell Cake. My dad has been energetic about baking things. So, now I'm having cake every day, which isn't a lie. I'm also having cookies! It's nice to be on the good side. He's not too good at baking them, but the things he makes are still delicious. But so far, my favourite has to be the chocolate cake that he's making. No, not the ones you have for birthdays, it's more like layered cake. My dad hasn't used yeast yet.

Also, from this post onwards, I shall post a random youtube vid that has no relations to the topics discussed above. Be warned that these videos may be too unpleasantly weird for your taste. As a weirdo, I find it fine, to the point of enjoyment. Why am I doing this? It's so that you can know what kind of person I am by my tastes in video

This video may be unsuitable for those who have fear of clowns. For everyone else, it's funny as it is disturbing.

Day, printer, room

2.04 pm. I was gonna do this at night to cover all everything of the day, but my mom said that she might write another letter at night.

So I slept at almost 3 am this morning. Not exactly a wonderful thing for me. In fact, it screwed my sense of day. I thought today was Friday, so I was all hyped to attend the collective solat (major prayer) earlier this afternoon, but it's Thursday now. I also woke up at almost 12 noon.

Before it was too late, my mom had corrected my perception of day, so, feeling dumb, I prayed in my fancy clothes. which was for the said collective solat, normally. That was before I had installed a new printer! It's sole purpose to be bought? To print out one measly letter, which I had mentions in the blog post the preceded this one.

And while I was installing, I realized how much I disliked my dusty room. Not my bed, but the floor, including the area where I'm typing this down and, if the door in and out of my room was to be north, the south-west corner of my room, which is next to where I'm typing this down. There dust bunnies everywhere (exaggeration) in said area. And I'm too lazy to do anything, 'cause that's who I am, lazy. And the brooms in this house isn't exactly in a wonderful state either. My longing for a vacuum cleaner lingers on...

That's the end of that then. And another boring day shall be ahead of me. How exciting.

Studies, lenses & the little things

The time told now is 8.46pm says my computer.

Before I start, I was right. All I needed to do was restart my computer and all the history and bookmarks, as well as the forward and back buttons are restored.

So let's start. Start:

For today, I had attended the British Council Expo at the Hotel of Rizqun at The Mall. To my slight disappointment and tremendous relief, I found out that there are no scholarship schemes for medicine, only teaching. I do not wish to become a teacher. Going through Hell at school as a student is enough to last for ever. I want to learn, that's no lie, it was those who I had to cope with were the problem. Thankfully, that never really happened recently. And am I grateful. It's a bit sad for me that I couldn't get a scholarship now, but I've no problem with it. Still, there's that itty-bitty chance that there'll be a new scholarship scheme/offer/whatever, so yeah, that might haunt me.

And there's my new contact lens, which I bought last December, and I bothered to try to wear it now. Now, I'm getting used to them. Why did I bought contact lenses? Because I wanted to. Besides, I always wanted to know how it feels to use them. Now I know it's a pain, but like I said, I'm getting used to them. If anything, the hardest part was not to put them on, but it was to get them off. Another reason why I bought them was to change my eye colour to grey, not a very noticable change, but I like them subtle. Actually, my sister helped me bought it, 'cause I didn't have the other half of the price amount on me. I like wearing them actually.

So that's where the excitements of the day end. However, there was something more pleasant that happened. Anyone who is reading this may or may not find it a big deal, or any form of deal, but that's why I'm typing this down. It's not much but, I spent some time with my mom and dad, seperately, in my bedroom, where I'm typing this now. My mom had to type a letter to be sent to the government which involved splitting up land that my parents bought to give to their children. It was a pleasant moment for me as my mom typed down the hand-written-earlier letter, and I was lying down in bed looking at the ceiling and out my window and other small things while the music playing the computer. Pleasant and relaxing music, of course. One of them was the soundtrack from Chrono Cross titled Time's Grassland - Home World.(It's the soundtrack playing when your out on traversing the Home World island on foot, for those of you who are familiar with the game) Even if I spent so much time with my mom when she "invited" me to help her with the grocery shopping, I enjoyed this moment better. I was sure glad I had the insight to have my Winamp play those songs (I'm listening to them right now) or it would have been awkward, and boring.

This now marks the end of this blog post. Also, those of you who are expecting some picture from me, please kindly not to, for I have no intentions of getting myself a new camera (or any camera), nor am I going through the hassle of borrowing one. (I have none to borrow from anyway)

Cold, friend, browser & morning

As I write this post, the time is 6.01 am according to the clock on my computer.

Why would I write something at this time of day? One might or might not wonder.
This is because I want to write it at this time of day, since I have already, officially, awaken to the new day.

As one might or might not imagine, it's dark out. Right now, it's also cold. Very cold. Not as cold as a winter's night, but I am starting to wonder if Brunei is going through some drastic climate changes, with all this rain and cold weather. Not to mention the floods and landslides all over the country, but that's another different matter. For this, I fear that Brunei may not sink in the ocean, but will lose it's elevated terrain and then sink into the ocean.

Another surprise I was greeted with this morning was a friend of my brother's who came by. How long has he been in our household? Probably 10 pm last night, or maybe 3 am this morning. I don't know, nor do I plan on asking. I don't even know who it is, unfortunately.

Also, my Firefox browser has lost ALL of it's stored bookmarks and history. The lost history, I don't mind. But the loss of bookmarks is kinda irritating. It's probably because i simply just need to restart my computer, since it was fine before I put it in Hibernation. In fact, the history for this site didn't show up when I started this anew. Anyway, I hope it isn't anything serious.

So that's it for now. Apart from me going to this convention about the universities I could go to in the UK later, nothing special about today. Then again, it's early in the morning, I just woke up and haven't even bathed yet. After this post, I might just write about something from the recently past days. I might actually write another later. I expect there won't be much going on today.

Indeed it is

This shall be my second blog ever. Or anything of it's type. The first one is on http://unfortunately-me.blog.friendster.com/ EDIT: which I shall no longer use. D:

First, I would like to say a few things:

Kucing, Kitteh & Meow

Next, I wish to write this:

What you should expect from this blog is unexciting tales about my daily life and details them which, unfortunately, may would be written in an unstable interval from everyday to never again.

To start of, I feel somewhat terrible for not being able to get in touch with people in the internet, since I can sometimes frequently disappear from the socialising area of the internet for a LONG time. This is the sole reason why I write this blog, to make up for those disappearnces. If not, at least I'm trying to find a way to keep in touch with people, even indirectly.

And now, on to my daily life's nagging, ranting and all the things a blog is supposed to be.

So this year, I'm supposed to be taking my GCE A Levels, for two years. This is somewhat making me a bit nervouse. If anyone who is reading this know me, they might not known the fact that I have lived my past years in perpetual "kid" mode of psyche or mentality, living for the moment, not taking the future seriously and the such. But now that i have to study for A levels (not even O levels could wake me up), I woke up. I'm worried about myself as I see failure in mind. But I know I shouldn't get this to me, not now, not ever.

Another reason why I'm a bit shaken for this year is the possibility of studying overseas. Seeing how I pathetically depended on my parents, I'm not sure how I might go through it. Thankfully, Persona 3 has my hopes raised, as all I need to really worry when I get there is to study. Since there aren't any true distractions there that my pervert me from my main goal, I think I would do fine. If I get the scholarship, I mean.

That would now be the end for this first ever blog of mine. I hope I can keep this up, writing my blogs every day, or days that have some significant impact on me like stress problems or whatever. I tend to do things like this on interest, and by God I hope I'm still interested in writing blogs 'till I can't type anymore.

It's night time here so I'll be sleeping. Good night

Edit: To everyone who would have like me to talk more or say more than 3 words on the Messengers, sorry I couldn't do as such before