Traditional Food Festival (PULSE)
12 years ago
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
19th:
Well, as it is known. I do not have anything going on in my life. My only source of excitement was that little outing I had on Wednesday. Breaking fast with my Adventure Club was a first time experience of actually going to dinner (or eat, for that matter) with someone outside my family.
The monster shall eateth thee.
The monster shall eateth thee.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
10th: Well now..
12.12 pm.
It's been months, no?
Well, unfortunately, I couldn't remember what went on the past month. But I do have a summary.
I had exams.
Now I'm on exam holidays. I don't have to go to school on days that I do not have my exams. And my exams are over. Though it's been about a week... Yeah... I haven't updated much...
...
Maybe I should get a journal like my dear friend Rhona. That way I won't forget what went on, no matter how painful it is for me to remember.
Urgh...
I also have facebook now. Yeah. I caved.
This is a pleasant song you all should listen to.
It's been months, no?
Well, unfortunately, I couldn't remember what went on the past month. But I do have a summary.
I had exams.
Now I'm on exam holidays. I don't have to go to school on days that I do not have my exams. And my exams are over. Though it's been about a week... Yeah... I haven't updated much...
...
Maybe I should get a journal like my dear friend Rhona. That way I won't forget what went on, no matter how painful it is for me to remember.
Urgh...
I also have facebook now. Yeah. I caved.
This is a pleasant song you all should listen to.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
11th: Mourn, Pinky. Mourn...
8.07 pm
My updates are getting irregular, aren't they?
Well, there's not much going on again.
School has tests and mock exams and year-end exams coming up. It'll be a bit busy.
I've done my practicals, but another one is coming up on Thursday. It's on biology but I've already done it. But NOW we have part two of it. Pleasant, isn't it? It'll be on microscopy, oooh~~
I had to do this radio drama too. Of course, it won't involve the radio at all at our current rate.
I also misplaced my phone last week. And, of course, my parents are not letting down. In all honesty, I hate them for it. It's irritating. I already regret losing my phone. Now that they are on my back, I'm regretting it more. I think it's leaning towards suffering.
I'll also be attending a ceremony. It's gonna waste an entire day. Of school. I prefer to be in school. Ceremonies make me ill from boredom... I'd rather study... But who knows, it might actually be, and I'm hoping it would be, fun. What are the chances, though?
We have this horrible haze too, but it looks like it's clearing up.
There's a rendezvous I keep~~~
My updates are getting irregular, aren't they?
Well, there's not much going on again.
School has tests and mock exams and year-end exams coming up. It'll be a bit busy.
I've done my practicals, but another one is coming up on Thursday. It's on biology but I've already done it. But NOW we have part two of it. Pleasant, isn't it? It'll be on microscopy, oooh~~
I had to do this radio drama too. Of course, it won't involve the radio at all at our current rate.
I also misplaced my phone last week. And, of course, my parents are not letting down. In all honesty, I hate them for it. It's irritating. I already regret losing my phone. Now that they are on my back, I'm regretting it more. I think it's leaning towards suffering.
I'll also be attending a ceremony. It's gonna waste an entire day. Of school. I prefer to be in school. Ceremonies make me ill from boredom... I'd rather study... But who knows, it might actually be, and I'm hoping it would be, fun. What are the chances, though?
We have this horrible haze too, but it looks like it's clearing up.
There's a rendezvous I keep~~~
Thursday, August 6, 2009
6th: Heavens
4.35 pm
It feels as if it has been years since I've updated... not.
Well, I couldn't really say much about last week. But I did get to play some basketball (again) with my friends. It was supposed to be badminton, but it turns out, we can't play there anymore.
As I suspected from that notice i found stuck on some window.
School has been hectic. And here we have the days of mock examination. For the science practicals.
Apart from that things are still boring.
But the fire alarms of our school had been on the fritz. I just don't know how I came through that undeaf...
I also left my mobile (flip)phone at school.
Fox lemons
It feels as if it has been years since I've updated... not.
Well, I couldn't really say much about last week. But I did get to play some basketball (again) with my friends. It was supposed to be badminton, but it turns out, we can't play there anymore.
As I suspected from that notice i found stuck on some window.
School has been hectic. And here we have the days of mock examination. For the science practicals.
Apart from that things are still boring.
But the fire alarms of our school had been on the fritz. I just don't know how I came through that undeaf...
I also left my mobile (flip)phone at school.
Fox lemons
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
27th: Life goes on.... you see.
7.53 pm
Well, let's get started shall we? This is for last week, today.
Monday:
It was a holiday and I got to spend the late morning watching Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince with my eldest sister at the cinemas. I also wanted to go swimming after that, but it didn't happen since it was a public holiday, you see. Pitiful, isn't it? At least I got to spend time with my family.
Tuesday:
It was a glorious birthday for my friend, Pretty Lilac. You can say it was big, but you can definitely say it was successful. I got invited, but really, I was in it for the cake. She's my good friend, but nothing beats sharing cake with friends! I've a sweet tooth, you see.
Wednesday:
It was the day when the Sun went out... Actually, it was more of when the Sun had been bitten out like a cookie for six(?) minutes. I didn't get to see it though, since I was still in class, you see. I was still in the mood, however.
Thursday:
Again, it was another birthday celebration! It's for our Camera Man, you see. This time, it was a bit smaller, but hey, we got cake AND pizza. It was rushed, actually, and that's why if we do this again, we have to plan it out one week in advance, at the very least. It was also my first time, [clears throat], "going out" of school. It was my private studies, you see, so it isn't that bad. That's what they said.
Friday:
I discover my love for the manga, Rave. Pleasant manga, a bit odd here and there, but I like it. However, it's either this day or on Saturday... Or some other day, but it is in this week, you see.
Saturday: - (Because I do not remember what event this day held, you see)
Sunday:
My tuition class was canceled this day, since my teacher went overseas, to visit someone or something, you see. This, to me, isn't really a good idea, with all this swine flu influenza A(H1N1) virus epidemic crisis thingy going all over the air. Sincerely, I think it's not that bad, and things seem to have died down a bit. That or that last sentence is a cruel and horrible pun to the now.
It was quite an eventful week, actually.
Well now, I'll stop here like I always do, then. I have homework to do, you see.
Well, let's get started shall we? This is for last week, today.
Monday:
It was a holiday and I got to spend the late morning watching Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince with my eldest sister at the cinemas. I also wanted to go swimming after that, but it didn't happen since it was a public holiday, you see. Pitiful, isn't it? At least I got to spend time with my family.
Tuesday:
It was a glorious birthday for my friend, Pretty Lilac. You can say it was big, but you can definitely say it was successful. I got invited, but really, I was in it for the cake. She's my good friend, but nothing beats sharing cake with friends! I've a sweet tooth, you see.
Wednesday:
It was the day when the Sun went out... Actually, it was more of when the Sun had been bitten out like a cookie for six(?) minutes. I didn't get to see it though, since I was still in class, you see. I was still in the mood, however.
Thursday:
Again, it was another birthday celebration! It's for our Camera Man, you see. This time, it was a bit smaller, but hey, we got cake AND pizza. It was rushed, actually, and that's why if we do this again, we have to plan it out one week in advance, at the very least. It was also my first time, [clears throat], "going out" of school. It was my private studies, you see, so it isn't that bad. That's what they said.
Friday:
I discover my love for the manga, Rave. Pleasant manga, a bit odd here and there, but I like it. However, it's either this day or on Saturday... Or some other day, but it is in this week, you see.
Saturday: - (Because I do not remember what event this day held, you see)
Sunday:
My tuition class was canceled this day, since my teacher went overseas, to visit someone or something, you see. This, to me, isn't really a good idea, with all this swine flu influenza A(H1N1) virus epidemic crisis thingy going all over the air. Sincerely, I think it's not that bad, and things seem to have died down a bit. That or that last sentence is a cruel and horrible pun to the now.
It was quite an eventful week, actually.
Well now, I'll stop here like I always do, then. I have homework to do, you see.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
What a hectic week! The next week will even be more so, but I expect it will die down the following week.
This blog will also be my twitter!
OYAY, I is an tweet hore... without the tweet much...
This blog will also be my twitter!
OYAY, I is an tweet hore... without the tweet much...
Sunday, July 5, 2009
This just in (though unsuitable for those under 16 [or something like that])
Saturday, July 4, 2009
4th: Prr~~
4.10pm
Before I start, I will say that my extended holiday is in fact true. I'm "enjoying" it right now.
It seems that I'll be doing these blogs with little length. It's not like I have any pictures to describe further how my days have been.
So, as of this week, I now can officially swim.
SWEET HEAVENLY FEET!!! I CAN SWIM!!!
It's odd entering a large body of water. It feels like extremely thick air that I cannot breath in or else I will die. I am so happy with my accomplishment that I wanna swim every single day! However, since I do not have in my possession a pool, I am to resort to public pools, which I can't get access to everyday. And with the H1N1 virus wreaking havoc all across the world, we are advised not to go to such places. How utterly boring.
Well really, it's more of being able to move underwater without having to resort to walk on the bottom of the water body. I still don't how to swim on the water's surface and I do not know how to take in breaths periodically as I swim. I'm not that good at it either, but hey, I just started being able to swim. So apart from that, I also need to learn how to simply float on in the water, as in staying afloat enough for me to breath normally, not float on my back perfectly flat.
Szomorú vasárnap
Before I start, I will say that my extended holiday is in fact true. I'm "enjoying" it right now.
It seems that I'll be doing these blogs with little length. It's not like I have any pictures to describe further how my days have been.
So, as of this week, I now can officially swim.
SWEET HEAVENLY FEET!!! I CAN SWIM!!!
It's odd entering a large body of water. It feels like extremely thick air that I cannot breath in or else I will die. I am so happy with my accomplishment that I wanna swim every single day! However, since I do not have in my possession a pool, I am to resort to public pools, which I can't get access to everyday. And with the H1N1 virus wreaking havoc all across the world, we are advised not to go to such places. How utterly boring.
Well really, it's more of being able to move underwater without having to resort to walk on the bottom of the water body. I still don't how to swim on the water's surface and I do not know how to take in breaths periodically as I swim. I'm not that good at it either, but hey, I just started being able to swim. So apart from that, I also need to learn how to simply float on in the water, as in staying afloat enough for me to breath normally, not float on my back perfectly flat.
Szomorú vasárnap
Sunday, June 28, 2009
28th: Week
10.37 pm
I shouldn't be doing this late night. I already have troubles trying to wake up early in the morning...
(I seem to be having difficulty in uploading images... Meh)
Well, let's begin.
Earlier this week, I had gone to this place, like a club thing, but it's open to the public. Though, I couldn't be too sure about this. Anyway, me and my family were invited to join my auntie Annie (as it would be Englished) for a little swim in the pool there. Well not her and not my parents, or sisters for that matter. Those who are swimming would be all of the children of both of my sisters, my auntie's children (two of them at least), my brother and myself.
There is one slight problem with that, however. And that was my inability to swim. But you know what? This occasion was special. How you ask? Well, for the very first time, I am successful learning how to swim. Oyay! I'm hoping to learn how to swim at least once a week, seeing how successful I was there at that club with that swimming pool. (Really, I couldn't remember the date)
The night before was also slightly eventful. There was a blackout that lasted 3 hours for the entire neighborhood. I slept 2/3 of the blackout, and continued sleeping untill morning. What I would like to do that night was to have a look at the night sky. Since it was cloudy that night, it wasn't going to be a beautiful sky.
Saturday, we had a little eat-over at my grandmother's house, for the sake of the same auntie Annie's well being. She had a stroke some time ago, though I don't know when. Nothing seems bad though, thankfully. The event was also coupled with a wet slide bouncer, and I believed it was rented by said auntie. They looked like they had a lot of fun, all my younger cousins. Me, I'd love to join, since it was the only time any of my relative rented a bouncer in my entire life, and I'm not exaggerating. But, alas (to sound cliche') I am far too old for those things. (And I didn't bring any extra clothing to boot. I didn't know it was wet actually)
And at the same day, at that same event, the same auntie Annie got a telephone call about how all the students (me too) of this country are to have their holidays extended by a week. So I won't be going to school tomorrow, this post. Isn't that pleasant?
Saving this for last, a few days ago had brought news that Michael Jackson died. Though I wasn't one of his fans, I can see that his loss brought rainfall of sorrow throughout this World. Still, I am saddened that an icon like him had passed on, but after what he had been through, I guess it is a rest, albeit permanent, from his hectic life.
I do not want to sound cliche' but, let us have a moment of silence in honor and memory of the King of Pop's death.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
It's the least they could do...
I shouldn't be doing this late night. I already have troubles trying to wake up early in the morning...
(I seem to be having difficulty in uploading images... Meh)
Well, let's begin.
Earlier this week, I had gone to this place, like a club thing, but it's open to the public. Though, I couldn't be too sure about this. Anyway, me and my family were invited to join my auntie Annie (as it would be Englished) for a little swim in the pool there. Well not her and not my parents, or sisters for that matter. Those who are swimming would be all of the children of both of my sisters, my auntie's children (two of them at least), my brother and myself.
There is one slight problem with that, however. And that was my inability to swim. But you know what? This occasion was special. How you ask? Well, for the very first time, I am successful learning how to swim. Oyay! I'm hoping to learn how to swim at least once a week, seeing how successful I was there at that club with that swimming pool. (Really, I couldn't remember the date)
The night before was also slightly eventful. There was a blackout that lasted 3 hours for the entire neighborhood. I slept 2/3 of the blackout, and continued sleeping untill morning. What I would like to do that night was to have a look at the night sky. Since it was cloudy that night, it wasn't going to be a beautiful sky.
Saturday, we had a little eat-over at my grandmother's house, for the sake of the same auntie Annie's well being. She had a stroke some time ago, though I don't know when. Nothing seems bad though, thankfully. The event was also coupled with a wet slide bouncer, and I believed it was rented by said auntie. They looked like they had a lot of fun, all my younger cousins. Me, I'd love to join, since it was the only time any of my relative rented a bouncer in my entire life, and I'm not exaggerating. But, alas (to sound cliche') I am far too old for those things. (And I didn't bring any extra clothing to boot. I didn't know it was wet actually)
And at the same day, at that same event, the same auntie Annie got a telephone call about how all the students (me too) of this country are to have their holidays extended by a week. So I won't be going to school tomorrow, this post. Isn't that pleasant?
Saving this for last, a few days ago had brought news that Michael Jackson died. Though I wasn't one of his fans, I can see that his loss brought rainfall of sorrow throughout this World. Still, I am saddened that an icon like him had passed on, but after what he had been through, I guess it is a rest, albeit permanent, from his hectic life.
I do not want to sound cliche' but, let us have a moment of silence in honor and memory of the King of Pop's death.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
It's the least they could do...
Monday, June 22, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
20th: Oh the boat
8.21 pm
It looks like I'm becoming less and less zealous about writing this blog. I guess it's from playing games.
Anyway, June has been... interesting so far.
Well, for starters, I had this charity sale I had to do as part of Adventure Club. It gave me warm fuzzies doing it. :3
Then there is another thing with Adventure club.
Well, it all happened when I was getting ready for this extreme challenge a few weeks past. I was looking forward to it when I was done with the preparations. However (keeping my grammar right), a few night before the fateful day of event (17th June) I was told that I could not join.
Well, as you might expect, I would be extremely disappointed about it right? Well, yes. That was not my main concern though. To enter the extreme challenge, I needed to form a team of five. I did, and since I formed it, I was leader. This is where Heaven, Hell, all of the Universe and I went on a little ride on the roller coaster.
For two days, I've been on stress, heavy-duty worrying and depression (yes, depression) on the thought of how my team can or cannot participate in the challenge. For one thing, it's paid. For another, they all seem to want to take part in it. If they can't, it's all my fault. That won't look good on my conscience.
Thankfully they can take part despite the lack of a team member. Though no refund for me. Like I care though. My team, "Mist" did not win of course, but again, I don't care. I felt so relieved at the fact that they got to participate, that nothing else mattered. It was my fault that they did not win, so whatever.
I hated those two days. I never felt so depressed or stressed. Still, at least I got to learn from that incident. What's more, I became more closer to my two close friends, and even an old one.
Next, since I am so close to the two previously mentioned, I had revealed my deepest most darkest secret to them earlier this evening.
Thereisnoboat.
It looks like I'm becoming less and less zealous about writing this blog. I guess it's from playing games.
Anyway, June has been... interesting so far.
Well, for starters, I had this charity sale I had to do as part of Adventure Club. It gave me warm fuzzies doing it. :3
Then there is another thing with Adventure club.
Well, it all happened when I was getting ready for this extreme challenge a few weeks past. I was looking forward to it when I was done with the preparations. However (keeping my grammar right), a few night before the fateful day of event (17th June) I was told that I could not join.
Well, as you might expect, I would be extremely disappointed about it right? Well, yes. That was not my main concern though. To enter the extreme challenge, I needed to form a team of five. I did, and since I formed it, I was leader. This is where Heaven, Hell, all of the Universe and I went on a little ride on the roller coaster.
For two days, I've been on stress, heavy-duty worrying and depression (yes, depression) on the thought of how my team can or cannot participate in the challenge. For one thing, it's paid. For another, they all seem to want to take part in it. If they can't, it's all my fault. That won't look good on my conscience.
Thankfully they can take part despite the lack of a team member. Though no refund for me. Like I care though. My team, "Mist" did not win of course, but again, I don't care. I felt so relieved at the fact that they got to participate, that nothing else mattered. It was my fault that they did not win, so whatever.
I hated those two days. I never felt so depressed or stressed. Still, at least I got to learn from that incident. What's more, I became more closer to my two close friends, and even an old one.
Next, since I am so close to the two previously mentioned, I had revealed my deepest most darkest secret to them earlier this evening.
Thereisnoboat.
Monday, June 15, 2009
15th:
I'm currently playing a game right now. So no posts for now. It might post some soon.
The Game:
Sounds familiar?
The Game:
Sounds familiar?
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
3rd:
7.03 pm
Someone please help me with the cbox thing. I tried to do things but it would seem that I just cannot put it up on my blog, like everyone else can. As you all know, I fail at things. But I am determined to not fail. Srsly.
I wanna know what you, whoever you are, think about. Comments, insults, pity, random. I want to know what you think, and I want to see if people can help me when I need it, or just chat if whatever.
Also, I has a Twitter!! Horray...
Someone please help me with the cbox thing. I tried to do things but it would seem that I just cannot put it up on my blog, like everyone else can. As you all know, I fail at things. But I am determined to not fail. Srsly.
I wanna know what you, whoever you are, think about. Comments, insults, pity, random. I want to know what you think, and I want to see if people can help me when I need it, or just chat if whatever.
Also, I has a Twitter!! Horray...
Sunday, May 31, 2009
1st: Flip Phone, Fail
9.44 am.
I haven't been updating, because I'm a loser~~ And decadent, I'm very decadent.
Besides, I don't have anything interesting things happening in just a short period of one week.
I know. I lie. It's what I am. Unfortunately.
Well, to start off I have another phone. It's my brother's, but who cares? It's a flip phone. Everyone loves flip phones.
(I has the black one)
Next, I
(doing my work for school)
It stinks because my conscience is pummeling me to sadness. Oh how I suck much.
The script of the drama. Fail : I couldn't finish it.
My homework. Fail : I keep putting it off, since I'm lazy.
My grades. Fail (of getting 100% even when I have done 10^10^10^100 questions on the particular topic last year) : Stupid carelessness Which brings me to my next fail.
Carefulness. Fail.
Self confidence. Win (in falling to the negatives. Aka Fail[ing]) : I'm failing so much.
Gift-giving.Fail : I gave a watch as a birthday present. But it failed in function.
Be helpful. Fail : I'd rather cry about it.
My childhood. Rejected by public (Fail) : My teacher said that what I wrote for a certain assignment of mine is not my childhood, which was. I was deeply hurt. And failed.
Mental Health. Fail[ing] : I might just go insane with all this fail.
Emotions. Fail: I fail so much in life, I cried.
Therapy Session. Fail : To happen. Truth be told, I'm asking a newly-graduated from a psychology major to help me. And she is my friend's sister. God knows how much fail potential that has.
Life. Fail : Yeah.
Month of May. Fail : It all happened in May. I might be scarred for life and dread the coming of the next May, you know.
I'm typing so much fail, I fail to know whether I'm typing "fail" correctly.
I pray to the Almighty that this month has less fail.
But still, I have a flip phone. And knowing that I win at making people feel (sometimes very) uncomfortable by spamming them scenes saturated with death. They say I'm worse than Happy Tree Friends. Some say I'm better than it.
Did I fail to mention that some of the videos I REALLY like ends up being removed?
Somebody has snoring issues...
I haven't been updating, because I'm a loser~~ And decadent, I'm very decadent.
Besides, I don't have anything interesting things happening in just a short period of one week.
I know. I lie. It's what I am. Unfortunately.
Well, to start off I have another phone. It's my brother's, but who cares? It's a flip phone. Everyone loves flip phones.
(I has the black one)
Next, I
(doing my work for school)
It stinks because my conscience is pummeling me to sadness. Oh how I suck much.
The script of the drama. Fail : I couldn't finish it.
My homework. Fail : I keep putting it off, since I'm lazy.
My grades. Fail (of getting 100% even when I have done 10^10^10^100 questions on the particular topic last year) : Stupid carelessness Which brings me to my next fail.
Carefulness. Fail.
Self confidence. Win (in falling to the negatives. Aka Fail[ing]) : I'm failing so much.
Gift-giving.Fail : I gave a watch as a birthday present. But it failed in function.
Be helpful. Fail : I'd rather cry about it.
My childhood. Rejected by public (Fail) : My teacher said that what I wrote for a certain assignment of mine is not my childhood, which was. I was deeply hurt. And failed.
Mental Health. Fail[ing] : I might just go insane with all this fail.
Emotions. Fail: I fail so much in life, I cried.
Therapy Session. Fail : To happen. Truth be told, I'm asking a newly-graduated from a psychology major to help me. And she is my friend's sister. God knows how much fail potential that has.
Life. Fail : Yeah.
Month of May. Fail : It all happened in May. I might be scarred for life and dread the coming of the next May, you know.
I'm typing so much fail, I fail to know whether I'm typing "fail" correctly.
I pray to the Almighty that this month has less fail.
But still, I have a flip phone. And knowing that I win at making people feel (sometimes very) uncomfortable by spamming them scenes saturated with death. They say I'm worse than Happy Tree Friends. Some say I'm better than it.
Did I fail to mention that some of the videos I REALLY like ends up being removed?
Somebody has snoring issues...
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
20th: Mrew~~
7.32 pm.
Well, now. Thanks to my idiocy, I have almost landed myself in hot molten rock, or the sun if you prefer to be more masochistic. Perhaps you would prefer me to be shot towards a supernova, or even hypernovae?
You may or may not know, whoever you are, that I am one of the (two) scriptwriters of my drama club. However, approximately two weeks ago, I have been clearly leaking some of the script. I will not say which, since it's bad enough that I told people, and I have stopped spreading it in the same week, thankfully. It was also only one page long, and is apparently redundant. While I spread the part of the script, I tried to make it as ambiguous as possible. Yes, I was completely aware of what I was doing.
The script is not progressing any faster, mind you.
Apart from that my life has yet to improve. All my focus towards schoolwork is deteriorating, and this leaves me in guilt. Emotionally-painful and -tiring guilt. I'm sick of it.
School was busy enough though, never had this many events going on in a short time period. How exciting, just what I do not need for my ever-eroding focus.
So, we have the "Think Green" exhibition that was held somewhere not long ago before this blog post, and this is succeeded by an art exhibition. It is going on right now, this being the third day. And I was fortunate enough to pick up a song. You might know it, it's from a very known movie, I found out as I was looking for it on youtube to post it in this post. It sounds pretty.
Let's not forget the charity sale. I'm a secretary for it.
Well, I've got nothing else to say.
Ever-flowing...
Well, now. Thanks to my idiocy, I have almost landed myself in hot molten rock, or the sun if you prefer to be more masochistic. Perhaps you would prefer me to be shot towards a supernova, or even hypernovae?
You may or may not know, whoever you are, that I am one of the (two) scriptwriters of my drama club. However, approximately two weeks ago, I have been clearly leaking some of the script. I will not say which, since it's bad enough that I told people, and I have stopped spreading it in the same week, thankfully. It was also only one page long, and is apparently redundant. While I spread the part of the script, I tried to make it as ambiguous as possible. Yes, I was completely aware of what I was doing.
The script is not progressing any faster, mind you.
Apart from that my life has yet to improve. All my focus towards schoolwork is deteriorating, and this leaves me in guilt. Emotionally-painful and -tiring guilt. I'm sick of it.
School was busy enough though, never had this many events going on in a short time period. How exciting, just what I do not need for my ever-eroding focus.
So, we have the "Think Green" exhibition that was held somewhere not long ago before this blog post, and this is succeeded by an art exhibition. It is going on right now, this being the third day. And I was fortunate enough to pick up a song. You might know it, it's from a very known movie, I found out as I was looking for it on youtube to post it in this post. It sounds pretty.
Let's not forget the charity sale. I'm a secretary for it.
Well, I've got nothing else to say.
Ever-flowing...
Thursday, May 14, 2009
15th: Life's progression
6.54 am. 15th May.
Well, a week's gap between blog posts should be enough.
Let's see...
Drama club. Some progress has been made. About 40-70% outline plot completion. All that's left to do is the lines that all the actors are going to say.
Then we have Adventure club. For this one, we are going to set up a charity sale. All profit and everything else that's money will be donated to anyone who truly deserve it, like the financially-unable, very unable. This will be held on the 13th June, the last day of the current school term.
For school, not much. Our seniors are having their exams in this month and the next. I hope all goes well and successful for them with flying colours.
Speaking of which I'll be starting tuition today, at this tuition school, Flying Colours, where I previously went to last year.
Anyway, it would also seem that the Korean Culture club is having some sort of dance festival thing. I think it's a project. Why does it concern me? My friends are in Korean club, and the dance routine looks great. I would love to dance, but I'm not in the club, nor am I limber. Ooh, limber.
Going to new topic, I had a little storm in my soul. Conflict between my reason and my urges. The situation is, in total, stable, but not without more forceful bouts between these two.
I really have to get therapy. Having a fluctuating heart, soul and mind are not healthy for both in itself, and in social situation.
And i need to not be so loud, or annoying.
And if you're reading this Rhona, if you remember what you have said, about taking up an appointment with your sister, I might take you up on that offer.
My blog is bland. Oh sigh, I wish I had my adobe photoshop thing. This Windows XP doesn't have adobe photoshop. Downloading it requires money that I do not have any means to pay with.
Also, I enjoy Tsubasa Chronicles and xxxHolic. They're like Harry Potter, except manga.
Now for a little favourite music youtube vid.
It's for the music, not the footsteps. [Edit: I have no idea why the video is this wide]
Well, a week's gap between blog posts should be enough.
Let's see...
Drama club. Some progress has been made. About 40-70% outline plot completion. All that's left to do is the lines that all the actors are going to say.
Then we have Adventure club. For this one, we are going to set up a charity sale. All profit and everything else that's money will be donated to anyone who truly deserve it, like the financially-unable, very unable. This will be held on the 13th June, the last day of the current school term.
For school, not much. Our seniors are having their exams in this month and the next. I hope all goes well and successful for them with flying colours.
Speaking of which I'll be starting tuition today, at this tuition school, Flying Colours, where I previously went to last year.
Anyway, it would also seem that the Korean Culture club is having some sort of dance festival thing. I think it's a project. Why does it concern me? My friends are in Korean club, and the dance routine looks great. I would love to dance, but I'm not in the club, nor am I limber. Ooh, limber.
Going to new topic, I had a little storm in my soul. Conflict between my reason and my urges. The situation is, in total, stable, but not without more forceful bouts between these two.
I really have to get therapy. Having a fluctuating heart, soul and mind are not healthy for both in itself, and in social situation.
And i need to not be so loud, or annoying.
And if you're reading this Rhona, if you remember what you have said, about taking up an appointment with your sister, I might take you up on that offer.
My blog is bland. Oh sigh, I wish I had my adobe photoshop thing. This Windows XP doesn't have adobe photoshop. Downloading it requires money that I do not have any means to pay with.
Also, I enjoy Tsubasa Chronicles and xxxHolic. They're like Harry Potter, except manga.
Now for a little favourite music youtube vid.
It's for the music, not the footsteps. [Edit: I have no idea why the video is this wide]
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
6th:
8.21 p.m. 6th May.
I'm supposed to do my homework, or something.
Anyway, yeah.
We have new members for Drama club!
I'm reduced to posting ramdomness in my posts
I'm supposed to do my homework, or something.
Anyway, yeah.
We have new members for Drama club!
I'm reduced to posting ramdomness in my posts
Monday, May 4, 2009
4th: Oh noes! No videos!
4.46 pm. 4th May
I really wonder what influences me to have such inordinate characteristics and personalities.
Also I'll have a Chemistry test tomorrow! Isn't it exciting? And lovely? Holy Feet.
I must see a psychiatrist.
I must have something to soothe my heart and soul.
Or I'll blow up in rising, accumulating insanity and mental unwellness.
I feel just terrible...
I really wonder what influences me to have such inordinate characteristics and personalities.
Also I'll have a Chemistry test tomorrow! Isn't it exciting? And lovely? Holy Feet.
I must see a psychiatrist.
I must have something to soothe my heart and soul.
Or I'll blow up in rising, accumulating insanity and mental unwellness.
I feel just terrible...
Saturday, May 2, 2009
3rd: Sick, Sauna, Software, School
8.34 am. 3rd May
Early.
I had been unwell since this Friday. Ooh, friday.
My nose had been quite active during said day, especially during the afternoon during prayer time. I had the foresight and memory to bring tissues, so it wasn't to bad.
It continued on to Saturday at school, air-conditioning center. Oh, my poor nose.
On the same day we went to the doctors, but just to check on my ear. I have this horrible little ringing in my ear that's degrading sound quality, meaning all music sound bad, thanks to my ear.
According to the doctor, it's earwax. Now I have the medicine and I only need to wait.
Hopefully my ear will be in a better shape.
~~
Since, it's May, there won't be much adventure for me, since my seniors are having their exams. Good luck to them.
My mother also bought a sauna for us. Small, green, probably cost around $60 -$200. Something like that. Actually had just used it right after I typed in the Date of this post. Now, I'm sitting in front of my laptop shirtless, not a handsome sight I should say. You're probably wonder why I'm typing this down.
Then I downloaded a software to edit some MP3, with the simple reason of wanting to lengthen some soundtracks from games and such. (mainly games)
The only other interest is that I am having tests next week. Oyay.
Boredom never cease to
For the featured youtube video,
It's quite soothing, akshully...
Early.
I had been unwell since this Friday. Ooh, friday.
My nose had been quite active during said day, especially during the afternoon during prayer time. I had the foresight and memory to bring tissues, so it wasn't to bad.
It continued on to Saturday at school, air-conditioning center. Oh, my poor nose.
On the same day we went to the doctors, but just to check on my ear. I have this horrible little ringing in my ear that's degrading sound quality, meaning all music sound bad, thanks to my ear.
According to the doctor, it's earwax. Now I have the medicine and I only need to wait.
Hopefully my ear will be in a better shape.
~~
Since, it's May, there won't be much adventure for me, since my seniors are having their exams. Good luck to them.
My mother also bought a sauna for us. Small, green, probably cost around $60 -$200. Something like that. Actually had just used it right after I typed in the Date of this post. Now, I'm sitting in front of my laptop shirtless, not a handsome sight I should say. You're probably wonder why I'm typing this down.
Then I downloaded a software to edit some MP3, with the simple reason of wanting to lengthen some soundtracks from games and such. (mainly games)
The only other interest is that I am having tests next week. Oyay.
Boredom never cease to
For the featured youtube video,
It's quite soothing, akshully...
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
28th: Adventure
5.31 pm. 28th April
I had meant to post something last Sunday, but it escaped my mind.
The adventure of Adventure club was quite adventurous. And fun. I never really knew that there was a hill in Tasek Lama, despite being on it on several occasions. I found this out during the Sunday journey I had. And I found out where a flight of suspicious stairs lead to.
I had the time of my life, and never had I felt so victorious after traveling through long winding paths of uneven, slippery danger.
Trying to describe more on this journey is pointless, as I view it, since there's no wonderful pictures that I took and can put into the computer.
I'm so lame, dry white paint looks cool.
That's it apart from tomorrow, today, which may bring some more excitement to my life and this blog. Not that I can upload any real life pictures or anything.
And I'm running out of featured youtube vids. Holy Foot, the world must be coming to an end!
When I had the dvd, after watching the whole movie, I consistently watched this. But it was more complete.
I had meant to post something last Sunday, but it escaped my mind.
The adventure of Adventure club was quite adventurous. And fun. I never really knew that there was a hill in Tasek Lama, despite being on it on several occasions. I found this out during the Sunday journey I had. And I found out where a flight of suspicious stairs lead to.
I had the time of my life, and never had I felt so victorious after traveling through long winding paths of uneven, slippery danger.
Trying to describe more on this journey is pointless, as I view it, since there's no wonderful pictures that I took and can put into the computer.
I'm so lame, dry white paint looks cool.
That's it apart from tomorrow, today, which may bring some more excitement to my life and this blog. Not that I can upload any real life pictures or anything.
And I'm running out of featured youtube vids. Holy Foot, the world must be coming to an end!
When I had the dvd, after watching the whole movie, I consistently watched this. But it was more complete.
Friday, April 24, 2009
24th: Birthday, School, Drama, Adventure
8.38 pm. 24th April.
A shoutout to Nabilah Najah. She's one of my friends, and it's her birthday today!
The original image link;
This picture is not mine.
It's been a busy week for me. And it'll still be busy.
This week, I have been appointed as a script writer for the drama club. This will be difficult for me as I fail at storylines. Thankfully, I will have help.
As it would seem, my main role is to create characters, since I fail so much in storylines, but I'm not complaining.
Next, two days from this time, I will have a little outing with the Adventure club, and as I thought, dear mother is not quite delighted to hear this.
Unfortunately for her, I joined Adventure mainly for things like this. This is hard for me, for I think she doesn't know this, or think I am not know the difficulty that lies ahead. She might be correct, but I am willing to bear it. And, unfortunately for dear mother, I am aging.
Blame time.
School bare gets a mention here. Not much things of note. But there will be an election this 30th, for the posts of the Student Council. Like president, secretary, blah, blah, blah. My friends are participating in the election, and are quite hyped, even if it's only the secretary. It will be a difficult choice, however, but there are some promising ones out there. Too bad we can't have a bit more time for observation and things.
Also, I've finally hit the five bags milestone. I have carried five bags in total to school, and I am praying that I do not have to bring any more. Reason for so many bags you say?
Reason for bag number:
1. Books
2. Files
3.Pocket extension (it is very convenient)
4.Clothes (usually sports)
5.Personal Laptop
And there you have it. Also, I've been bringing at least two bags for at least one year. I can't remember if I had brought two, a couple of years ago.
The featured youtube video for this blog post will be musical.
You will enjoy, you cannot resist.
A shoutout to Nabilah Najah. She's one of my friends, and it's her birthday today!
The original image link;
This picture is not mine.
It's been a busy week for me. And it'll still be busy.
This week, I have been appointed as a script writer for the drama club. This will be difficult for me as I fail at storylines. Thankfully, I will have help.
As it would seem, my main role is to create characters, since I fail so much in storylines, but I'm not complaining.
Next, two days from this time, I will have a little outing with the Adventure club, and as I thought, dear mother is not quite delighted to hear this.
Unfortunately for her, I joined Adventure mainly for things like this. This is hard for me, for I think she doesn't know this, or think I am not know the difficulty that lies ahead. She might be correct, but I am willing to bear it. And, unfortunately for dear mother, I am aging.
Blame time.
School bare gets a mention here. Not much things of note. But there will be an election this 30th, for the posts of the Student Council. Like president, secretary, blah, blah, blah. My friends are participating in the election, and are quite hyped, even if it's only the secretary. It will be a difficult choice, however, but there are some promising ones out there. Too bad we can't have a bit more time for observation and things.
Also, I've finally hit the five bags milestone. I have carried five bags in total to school, and I am praying that I do not have to bring any more. Reason for so many bags you say?
Reason for bag number:
1. Books
2. Files
3.Pocket extension (it is very convenient)
4.Clothes (usually sports)
5.Personal Laptop
And there you have it. Also, I've been bringing at least two bags for at least one year. I can't remember if I had brought two, a couple of years ago.
The featured youtube video for this blog post will be musical.
You will enjoy, you cannot resist.
Monday, April 20, 2009
20th: Drama
4.54 pm. 20th April
DRAMA!!
Yes, we need more drama on the internet, don't we? Our lives are so pathetic, we create "plausible" stories of real life on the media so we may drown our boredom and pathetic lives with and feel better, or worse.
I've dropped Japanese club on this momentous day, and also working on two separate scripts. The first script is about a "boy Cinderella story" type thing, and another of my own production, about how a sad boy with bleakness and sorrow is changed by a warm girl of light and justice. Not.
Since it would be ideal if it were a musical, I have a theme "music", not song, music.
And for the second time in Ever, as the world is about to end anyway, here is a blog-related youtube video, which is the theme "music" of my own script. Not much more energy is put into the first script.
It's gentle
[Edit: Just as wonderfully well, this wonderful video has been wonderfully removed. Isn't that just wonderful?]
None shall be said about Japanese club anymore. Besides, they're better off without me, 'cause when I leave, things always gets better.
DRAMA!!
Yes, we need more drama on the internet, don't we? Our lives are so pathetic, we create "plausible" stories of real life on the media so we may drown our boredom and pathetic lives with and feel better, or worse.
I've dropped Japanese club on this momentous day, and also working on two separate scripts. The first script is about a "boy Cinderella story" type thing, and another of my own production, about how a sad boy with bleakness and sorrow is changed by a warm girl of light and justice. Not.
Since it would be ideal if it were a musical, I have a theme "music", not song, music.
And for the second time in Ever, as the world is about to end anyway, here is a blog-related youtube video, which is the theme "music" of my own script. Not much more energy is put into the first script.
It's gentle
[Edit: Just as wonderfully well, this wonderful video has been wonderfully removed. Isn't that just wonderful?]
None shall be said about Japanese club anymore. Besides, they're better off without me, 'cause when I leave, things always gets better.
Friday, April 17, 2009
17th: School, Book
7.53pm. 17th April
Well, school's, been keeping me busy. Not a lot of complaints here. So there's not gonna be much posts here for a while.
So, I've been reading this book series called Artemis Fowl, from my friend at school. I've also been losing sleep whenever I recently borrow one of the books, like how I always do when I enjoy books. Since I can finish most of the books in a day... well... losing sleep has cumulative effects. Thank goodness I don't have another one of the books. I've just two books left from finishing the series, with 6 books existing.
As it is, sleep is more important, very much so when one lacks it.
School has also been quite well, though my private studies haven't been much enjoyable. I've decided to drop Japanese, and tomorrow, this blog time, I'll do as such. So, in its stead, I'm joining Drama club. I was thinking of joining the school Choir, as I like to sing, but I guess I'll try out something that has the possibility of curing me of my stage fright. Another reason why I'm not joining the Choir, and the main reason, is that the Choir's and Adveture's timetable clashes horribly. Unless I can be in two places at once, no.
Adventure club sounds promising, and we'll have another activity next week, as I type this down. I'm trying not to expect much of it, because that way, if it's great, I'll enjoy it even more. I'm weak, wimpy, nerdy, wussy and a sissy. I'm hoping Adventure club helps me with this.
For lessons, English AS is exactly what me and my writing hand have been screaming for. I'm hoping that this would not only improve my writing skills, but my story-writing skills too. For too long have I gone without good plotting with stories.
The next featured youtube video will be of a song. Enjoy
You know me better...
Well, school's, been keeping me busy. Not a lot of complaints here. So there's not gonna be much posts here for a while.
So, I've been reading this book series called Artemis Fowl, from my friend at school. I've also been losing sleep whenever I recently borrow one of the books, like how I always do when I enjoy books. Since I can finish most of the books in a day... well... losing sleep has cumulative effects. Thank goodness I don't have another one of the books. I've just two books left from finishing the series, with 6 books existing.
As it is, sleep is more important, very much so when one lacks it.
School has also been quite well, though my private studies haven't been much enjoyable. I've decided to drop Japanese, and tomorrow, this blog time, I'll do as such. So, in its stead, I'm joining Drama club. I was thinking of joining the school Choir, as I like to sing, but I guess I'll try out something that has the possibility of curing me of my stage fright. Another reason why I'm not joining the Choir, and the main reason, is that the Choir's and Adveture's timetable clashes horribly. Unless I can be in two places at once, no.
Adventure club sounds promising, and we'll have another activity next week, as I type this down. I'm trying not to expect much of it, because that way, if it's great, I'll enjoy it even more. I'm weak, wimpy, nerdy, wussy and a sissy. I'm hoping Adventure club helps me with this.
For lessons, English AS is exactly what me and my writing hand have been screaming for. I'm hoping that this would not only improve my writing skills, but my story-writing skills too. For too long have I gone without good plotting with stories.
The next featured youtube video will be of a song. Enjoy
You know me better...
Saturday, April 11, 2009
12th : School, Program, Holiday
2.29 pm. 12th April
I haven't updated quite as much as I used too, which is probably too common for most of your tastes. Well, there hasn't been much things that are up right now.
Anyway, school extra-curricular activities. I now have access to both Japanese and Adventure club. I'm thinking about dropping japanese for choir club, since none of what I'm learning in japanese is registering in my head. I'm worried though, choir club may clash with adventure club.
I need a plan B for my ECA.
I was also chosen to go on a program to go to Hong Kong. It needed my parents' consent. I didn't get it. Anyway it'll be in two weeks of school day. If it was on a school holiday, I might go. But another problem is it's in Hong Kong. My parents and I don't like the idea of me going to Hong Kong. If it's switzerland, I might consider.
Besides, my sister and her huuby plan on brining me to France. I might as well, since that's one of the places where Shadow Hearts : Covenant has its story unfold.
I haven't updated quite as much as I used too, which is probably too common for most of your tastes. Well, there hasn't been much things that are up right now.
Anyway, school extra-curricular activities. I now have access to both Japanese and Adventure club. I'm thinking about dropping japanese for choir club, since none of what I'm learning in japanese is registering in my head. I'm worried though, choir club may clash with adventure club.
I need a plan B for my ECA.
I was also chosen to go on a program to go to Hong Kong. It needed my parents' consent. I didn't get it. Anyway it'll be in two weeks of school day. If it was on a school holiday, I might go. But another problem is it's in Hong Kong. My parents and I don't like the idea of me going to Hong Kong. If it's switzerland, I might consider.
Besides, my sister and her huuby plan on brining me to France. I might as well, since that's one of the places where Shadow Hearts : Covenant has its story unfold.
Friday, April 3, 2009
3rd: Computer, School, Book
8.51pm. 3rd April 2009
It's that late huh?
Reasons for my absence were my laziness and my computer being sent to the shops. Now all my things are new. And also, now I have many things to download as well. Isn't that lovely?
Other things to note is this biology project I have in school. We're done with it, and what's left is the presentation of said project. We're doing mitochondria as part of our cell studies. I must say, on of my groupmates (having to work in groups) is quite talented in art. Our model (which was to be constructed) looks pretty.
Then, we have more interestingness in English AS, lots of things that I enjoy doing are included in the assignments, and also helps me with my stage fright.
I also began and quite recently finished reading the book, Artemis Fowl, the first book. I finished reading it at around one day and a few hours. I still have it. And God knows how long it has been since I had last read a novel. It was interesting, quite light, with some depth and suspense. I like it actually. But it doesn't have what I expected it to have, but I don't mind. I wish to read more of it.
On an unrelated note, I have contemplated on how quick time leaves me. It makes me feel like little red riding hood. And I had ghoti for dinner this evening.
The video:
Come, you now, away.
It's that late huh?
Reasons for my absence were my laziness and my computer being sent to the shops. Now all my things are new. And also, now I have many things to download as well. Isn't that lovely?
Other things to note is this biology project I have in school. We're done with it, and what's left is the presentation of said project. We're doing mitochondria as part of our cell studies. I must say, on of my groupmates (having to work in groups) is quite talented in art. Our model (which was to be constructed) looks pretty.
Then, we have more interestingness in English AS, lots of things that I enjoy doing are included in the assignments, and also helps me with my stage fright.
I also began and quite recently finished reading the book, Artemis Fowl, the first book. I finished reading it at around one day and a few hours. I still have it. And God knows how long it has been since I had last read a novel. It was interesting, quite light, with some depth and suspense. I like it actually. But it doesn't have what I expected it to have, but I don't mind. I wish to read more of it.
On an unrelated note, I have contemplated on how quick time leaves me. It makes me feel like little red riding hood. And I had ghoti for dinner this evening.
The video:
Come, you now, away.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
19th:
7.59 pm. 19th March
Tomorrow is a start of the first school-term holiday. What fun.
Quite an amount of homework, but I wont complain.
And I'll be having visitors in the term so it'll be less of a drag.
Round n round, carousel..
Tomorrow is a start of the first school-term holiday. What fun.
Quite an amount of homework, but I wont complain.
And I'll be having visitors in the term so it'll be less of a drag.
Round n round, carousel..
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
17th: School
8.32 pm. 17th March.
I give up on the ideas of the day. I hope you're happy.
I had such a time in school today. I have my subject slots shuffled, and I'm adapting quite well. What does this means to you? To people who know what I'm talking about, yeah. To those who do not, yeah, it just means I'll be sitting for subjects at different times and classes than I used to.
I also have a project to complete. What fun. I am to build a model of the mitochondrion and create a presentation of it. Isn't that exciting, children?
Apart from that, that's it. And for the lack of updates the lasts days are for reasons that I have no internet available then.
Dear body...
I give up on the ideas of the day. I hope you're happy.
I had such a time in school today. I have my subject slots shuffled, and I'm adapting quite well. What does this means to you? To people who know what I'm talking about, yeah. To those who do not, yeah, it just means I'll be sitting for subjects at different times and classes than I used to.
I also have a project to complete. What fun. I am to build a model of the mitochondrion and create a presentation of it. Isn't that exciting, children?
Apart from that, that's it. And for the lack of updates the lasts days are for reasons that I have no internet available then.
Dear body...
Monday, March 16, 2009
16th : ABC Meme
9.15 pm. 16th March.
A
- Available: Since whenever.
- Age: Y.o.b ~ 1991
- Annoyance: Somethings, myself for example, and laziness
- Allergic: Dunno.
- Animal: Cats. Hoe. Lee. Feet. Cats. Oh. Em. Jee. Cats. Eff. Tee. Double You. Cats.
- Actor: I might consider Drama club...
B
- Beer: I'm allergic.
- Birthday/Birthplace: 25th November, Hospital of R.I.P.A.S, Brunei Darussalam
- Best Friends: I only have very good friends...
- Body Part on opposite sex: Lolwut?
- Best feeling in the world: Friendship
- Blind or Deaf: Blind. Music to the end.
- Best weather: White skies, sunlight filtered through the clouds, a fresh breeze blowing.
- Been in Love: Nah.
- Been bitched out?: Wut?
- Been on stage?: On occations...
- Believe in yourself?: Somewhat.
- Believe in life on other planets: I dunno.
- Believe in miracles: Yarrs.
- Believe in Magic: No.
- Believe in God: Yes.
- Believe in Satan: Him evil.
- Believe in Santa: Who?
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: No. Still somewhat unnerved, srsly, urgh.
- Believe in Evolution: I believe that the chicken was once a T-Rex.
C
- Car: Someday...
- Candy: Chuppa-chups
- Colour: Black, white, shades of grey, blue, green yellow, red.
- Cried in school: At a few points in time...
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Both.
- Chinese/Mexican: I prefer asian, preferably local.
- Cake or pie: Never had an actual pie, so cake.
- Countries to visit: I dunno. Japan, Australia, Norway, maybe.
D
- Day or Night: Morning, and night.
- Dream vehicle: is in my dreams.
- Danced: Not in public.
- Dance in the rain?: I wish I could
- Dance in the middle of the street?: I'd get run over.
- Do the splits?: Painfully no.
E
- Eggs: Sunny side-up. Mmm... Cholesterol...
- Eyes: Mine are dark brown, almost black.
- Everyone has: Failed, whether at something, or at itself.
- Ever failed a class?: Never, far too frightened to.
F
- First crush: None.
- Full name: Ahmad Faiz bin Haji Zailani bin Haji Abdul Gapar (that's as far as I know)
- First thoughts waking up: [insert thought here]
- Food: Is for the starving.
G
- Greatest Fear: God.
- Giver or taker: Both.
- Goals: I have about 17% accuracy.
- Gum: is chewy.
- Get along with your parents?: Srsly, somewhat, totally.
- Good luck charms: does not work.
H
- Hair Colour: Black to dark brown.
- Height: 5'11? 5'8? :3
- Happy: Usually.
- Holidays: Are now getting boring.
- How do you want to die: Normally.
- Health freak?: No really.
- Hate: I hates it.
I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: Any.
- Hair Colour: Whatever.
- Height: I'm good.
- Clothing Style: Loose.
- Characteristics: Some intelligence is nice. I'd manage most.
- Ice Cream: Ah yes, ice-cream.
- Instrument: I'm not very good, BUT, guitar, flute, voilin, harp, piano.
J
- Jewelry: I has a ring and a two bracelets.
- Job: Student.
K
- Kids: I'd like to have some. When I can support them. And my wife. Someday.
- Kickboxing or karate: Limit Breaks.
- Keep a journal?: This blog counts?
L
- Longest Car Ride: Dunno.
- Love: Not yet.
- Letter: F
- Laughed so hard you cried: No. Laughed hard enough that my voice escapes me and I rofl, 'cept in my chair.
- Love at first sight: I'm hoping.
M
- Milk flavour: is flavorous.
- Movie: I'm picky.
- Mooned anyone?: As the wimp that I am, no.
- Marriage: Is hoping so, and a successful and happy one at that.
- Motion sickness?: Somewhat.
- McD's or BK: ...ah?
N
- Number of Siblings: 4
- Number of Piercings: -
- Number: 2, 4, 6, 7
O
- Overused Phrases: "meow", "mew", "CAT!" "O.M.G! CAT!" "Aww..." "Holy Feet!" "FEET!" "Oh Foot" "AH-FOOT!" [purr]
- One wish: [is wishing]
- One phobia: Mannequins.
P
- Place you'd like to live: In that place I thought of.
- Pepsi/Coke: - It kills about a million brain cells in one gulp.
Q
- Quail: *mooo*
- Questionnaires: is questionable.
R
- Reason to cry: Sadness.
- Reality T.V.: sucks.
- Radio Station: Capital f.m. We don't get it anymore, but still.
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Of teh srsly!
S
- Song: Some pleasant ones. I doesn't like loudness.
- Shoe size: I'm can't remember.
- Sushi: Meh...
- Skipped school: For fear of parents, no.
- Slept outside: *sigh* I wish.
- Seen a dead body?: At funerals.
- Smoked?: I'm allergic. Horribly.
- Skinny dipped?: I never was skinny.
- Shower daily?: Yes.
- Sing well?: I dunno. Kinda?
- In the shower?: Not out loud, and sometimes.
- Swear?: I promise.
- Stuffed Animals?: I prefer pillows.
- Single/Group dates: Never dated.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Mmm...
- Scientists need to invent: An ultimate sound system.
T
- Time for bed: 9 pm. Morning traffic sucks.
- Thunderstorms: Ooh. Pretty lights.
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Can't
U
- Unpredictable: With friends.
- Under the influence?: Of kittens.
- Understanding?: Somewhat?
V
- Vegetable you hate: Lots.
- Vegetable you love: Broccoli(?), Mustard Leaves.
- Vacation spot: In that place I thought of.
W
- Weakness: Cats.
- When you grow up: I wanna sky-dive, bunjee-jump, go on adventures, be sexy (for wife).
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: I doubt there's any. Still, I dunno.
- Who makes you laugh the most: Engrish.
- Worst feeling: Uncomfort, Loneliness, Sadness.
- Wanted to be a model?: I'm terrified of mannequins.
- Where do we go when we die: First, into the world of graves (ooh...), then the end of the world (ooh...) then heaven or hell (ooh...)
- Worst weather: Dunno.
- Walk with a book on your head?: I never knew if I could do it.
X
- X-Rays: Is in between Gamma and Ultra-Violet (ftw) rays.
Y
-Year it is now: 2009.
-Yellow: I like it light and pale.
Z
- Zoo animal: Cats
- Zodiac sign: That thing that eats and barfs out souls through bows, and looks bad-ass awesome.
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: ...
2. Last person to see you cry?: None.
3. Went to the movies with you?: My sister.
4. You went to the mall with?: My sister.
5. You went to dinner with?: My brother, I think.
6. You talked to on the phone?: My tuition teacher (OMG! WUT!?)
7. Made you laugh?: My classmates :3
'8.
*mew*
A
- Available: Since whenever.
- Age: Y.o.b ~ 1991
- Annoyance: Somethings, myself for example, and laziness
- Allergic: Dunno.
- Animal: Cats. Hoe. Lee. Feet. Cats. Oh. Em. Jee. Cats. Eff. Tee. Double You. Cats.
- Actor: I might consider Drama club...
B
- Beer: I'm allergic.
- Birthday/Birthplace: 25th November, Hospital of R.I.P.A.S, Brunei Darussalam
- Best Friends: I only have very good friends...
- Body Part on opposite sex: Lolwut?
- Best feeling in the world: Friendship
- Blind or Deaf: Blind. Music to the end.
- Best weather: White skies, sunlight filtered through the clouds, a fresh breeze blowing.
- Been in Love: Nah.
- Been bitched out?: Wut?
- Been on stage?: On occations...
- Believe in yourself?: Somewhat.
- Believe in life on other planets: I dunno.
- Believe in miracles: Yarrs.
- Believe in Magic: No.
- Believe in God: Yes.
- Believe in Satan: Him evil.
- Believe in Santa: Who?
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: No. Still somewhat unnerved, srsly, urgh.
- Believe in Evolution: I believe that the chicken was once a T-Rex.
C
- Car: Someday...
- Candy: Chuppa-chups
- Colour: Black, white, shades of grey, blue, green yellow, red.
- Cried in school: At a few points in time...
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Both.
- Chinese/Mexican: I prefer asian, preferably local.
- Cake or pie: Never had an actual pie, so cake.
- Countries to visit: I dunno. Japan, Australia, Norway, maybe.
D
- Day or Night: Morning, and night.
- Dream vehicle: is in my dreams.
- Danced: Not in public.
- Dance in the rain?: I wish I could
- Dance in the middle of the street?: I'd get run over.
- Do the splits?: Painfully no.
E
- Eggs: Sunny side-up. Mmm... Cholesterol...
- Eyes: Mine are dark brown, almost black.
- Everyone has: Failed, whether at something, or at itself.
- Ever failed a class?: Never, far too frightened to.
F
- First crush: None.
- Full name: Ahmad Faiz bin Haji Zailani bin Haji Abdul Gapar (that's as far as I know)
- First thoughts waking up: [insert thought here]
- Food: Is for the starving.
G
- Greatest Fear: God.
- Giver or taker: Both.
- Goals: I have about 17% accuracy.
- Gum: is chewy.
- Get along with your parents?: Srsly, somewhat, totally.
- Good luck charms: does not work.
H
- Hair Colour: Black to dark brown.
- Height: 5'11? 5'8? :3
- Happy: Usually.
- Holidays: Are now getting boring.
- How do you want to die: Normally.
- Health freak?: No really.
- Hate: I hates it.
I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: Any.
- Hair Colour: Whatever.
- Height: I'm good.
- Clothing Style: Loose.
- Characteristics: Some intelligence is nice. I'd manage most.
- Ice Cream: Ah yes, ice-cream.
- Instrument: I'm not very good, BUT, guitar, flute, voilin, harp, piano.
J
- Jewelry: I has a ring and a two bracelets.
- Job: Student.
K
- Kids: I'd like to have some. When I can support them. And my wife. Someday.
- Kickboxing or karate: Limit Breaks.
- Keep a journal?: This blog counts?
L
- Longest Car Ride: Dunno.
- Love: Not yet.
- Letter: F
- Laughed so hard you cried: No. Laughed hard enough that my voice escapes me and I rofl, 'cept in my chair.
- Love at first sight: I'm hoping.
M
- Milk flavour: is flavorous.
- Movie: I'm picky.
- Mooned anyone?: As the wimp that I am, no.
- Marriage: Is hoping so, and a successful and happy one at that.
- Motion sickness?: Somewhat.
- McD's or BK: ...ah?
N
- Number of Siblings: 4
- Number of Piercings: -
- Number: 2, 4, 6, 7
O
- Overused Phrases: "meow", "mew", "CAT!" "O.M.G! CAT!" "Aww..." "Holy Feet!" "FEET!" "Oh Foot" "AH-FOOT!" [purr]
- One wish: [is wishing]
- One phobia: Mannequins.
P
- Place you'd like to live: In that place I thought of.
- Pepsi/Coke: - It kills about a million brain cells in one gulp.
Q
- Quail: *mooo*
- Questionnaires: is questionable.
R
- Reason to cry: Sadness.
- Reality T.V.: sucks.
- Radio Station: Capital f.m. We don't get it anymore, but still.
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Of teh srsly!
S
- Song: Some pleasant ones. I doesn't like loudness.
- Shoe size: I'm can't remember.
- Sushi: Meh...
- Skipped school: For fear of parents, no.
- Slept outside: *sigh* I wish.
- Seen a dead body?: At funerals.
- Smoked?: I'm allergic. Horribly.
- Skinny dipped?: I never was skinny.
- Shower daily?: Yes.
- Sing well?: I dunno. Kinda?
- In the shower?: Not out loud, and sometimes.
- Swear?: I promise.
- Stuffed Animals?: I prefer pillows.
- Single/Group dates: Never dated.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Mmm...
- Scientists need to invent: An ultimate sound system.
T
- Time for bed: 9 pm. Morning traffic sucks.
- Thunderstorms: Ooh. Pretty lights.
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Can't
U
- Unpredictable: With friends.
- Under the influence?: Of kittens.
- Understanding?: Somewhat?
V
- Vegetable you hate: Lots.
- Vegetable you love: Broccoli(?), Mustard Leaves.
- Vacation spot: In that place I thought of.
W
- Weakness: Cats.
- When you grow up: I wanna sky-dive, bunjee-jump, go on adventures, be sexy (for wife).
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: I doubt there's any. Still, I dunno.
- Who makes you laugh the most: Engrish.
- Worst feeling: Uncomfort, Loneliness, Sadness.
- Wanted to be a model?: I'm terrified of mannequins.
- Where do we go when we die: First, into the world of graves (ooh...), then the end of the world (ooh...) then heaven or hell (ooh...)
- Worst weather: Dunno.
- Walk with a book on your head?: I never knew if I could do it.
X
- X-Rays: Is in between Gamma and Ultra-Violet (ftw) rays.
Y
-Year it is now: 2009.
-Yellow: I like it light and pale.
Z
- Zoo animal: Cats
- Zodiac sign: That thing that eats and barfs out souls through bows, and looks bad-ass awesome.
LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: ...
2. Last person to see you cry?: None.
3. Went to the movies with you?: My sister.
4. You went to the mall with?: My sister.
5. You went to dinner with?: My brother, I think.
6. You talked to on the phone?: My tuition teacher (OMG! WUT!?)
7. Made you laugh?: My classmates :3
'8.
*mew*
Thursday, March 12, 2009
I has a problem (Warning: Problems ahead)
8.47 pm. 12th March
*sigh*
Today was nothing much, but it's tonight that's giving me internal (mental) drama. I can't stand this.
My problem apparently, arose from deep within myself. Meaning I'm generating problems for myself. But it's not like I'm doing it on purpose. As you all know, one can split my soul (active personality) into four. And 75% of these are assassinating me through worries in my heart. I actually might go crazy from this.
What's the problem?
My inconsistencies are getting more and more distinguished, in my heart. Meaning that I get more drastically different in my Soleil, Hold and my Estelle. Jorden has no effect on me. Though I fear what it might cause me to have.
To put it simply, the storm of chaos in my soul is getting worse.
I need to get a psychiatrist soon...
Or rest. As you may be right, I'm probably exaggerating my problem to make it more worse than it actually is, and it's probability is high, but that's just it. My mind is giving me these things that I'm probably turning into a jerk, even though I'm not.
Then again, how am I to say. You people are the only one who can tell me.
Please, tell me, have I been okay? Like usual self lately? Or have I acted a bit different. I don't know what, but this problem is really not good. If it is not real, then it's the worrying that's driving me nuts.
I'm so worried that I'm changing for the worse. But with all this worrying, I doubt I could change, right? Well, frankly, I don't know. This alone is breaking my nutshell, or whatever.
This could also affect my studies. Having worries of nothing in my head is extremely dangerous, especially during exams. Not that I have any right now.
And I feel guilty to drown or whatever my problems in videos of cats.
Maybe all I really need is a cat.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I am not well.
Don't worry, no ideas for today.
But there is a video, like always. Is this appropriate? Since none of the videos I've posted in majority have any relations to the posts.
World War 2, inspired by kittens.
*sigh*
Today was nothing much, but it's tonight that's giving me internal (mental) drama. I can't stand this.
My problem apparently, arose from deep within myself. Meaning I'm generating problems for myself. But it's not like I'm doing it on purpose. As you all know, one can split my soul (active personality) into four. And 75% of these are assassinating me through worries in my heart. I actually might go crazy from this.
What's the problem?
My inconsistencies are getting more and more distinguished, in my heart. Meaning that I get more drastically different in my Soleil, Hold and my Estelle. Jorden has no effect on me. Though I fear what it might cause me to have.
To put it simply, the storm of chaos in my soul is getting worse.
I need to get a psychiatrist soon...
Or rest. As you may be right, I'm probably exaggerating my problem to make it more worse than it actually is, and it's probability is high, but that's just it. My mind is giving me these things that I'm probably turning into a jerk, even though I'm not.
Then again, how am I to say. You people are the only one who can tell me.
Please, tell me, have I been okay? Like usual self lately? Or have I acted a bit different. I don't know what, but this problem is really not good. If it is not real, then it's the worrying that's driving me nuts.
I'm so worried that I'm changing for the worse. But with all this worrying, I doubt I could change, right? Well, frankly, I don't know. This alone is breaking my nutshell, or whatever.
This could also affect my studies. Having worries of nothing in my head is extremely dangerous, especially during exams. Not that I have any right now.
And I feel guilty to drown or whatever my problems in videos of cats.
Maybe all I really need is a cat.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I am not well.
Don't worry, no ideas for today.
But there is a video, like always. Is this appropriate? Since none of the videos I've posted in majority have any relations to the posts.
World War 2, inspired by kittens.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
11th:
8.48 pm. 11th March.
School was school, but no CCA yet for me...
(ooh, it moves)
(...) (ooh, what am dis?)
School was school, but no CCA yet for me...
(ooh, it moves)(...) (ooh, what am dis?)
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
10th: School, Wellness
8:41 pm. 10th March.
Idea of the Day:
~Aima~ (this is my idea. again, none of these are actual fact)
The darker aspect of Life. It is the aspect of the Loss of life forces, be it Vita or Zoe, loss of Vita being potentially more dangerous. It is the aspect which relates to Thanatos or Death. It is simply the aspect of life being used up whether naturally, as in Chronos or Age, or forcefully, as in sacrifice, actual use, or in Harm or Algos (many "os"es huh). It has a vector value, where positive means loss and negative means gain, opposed to Zoe.
>It is correct in saying "have", "gain" or "lost" Aima, when used correctly.
>It is not correct in saying "gained Aima" when healed or "lost Aima" when cured, for they mean the exact opposite.
Designated universe : A game universe where the main character is a mage known as Lanx Themix.
End.
School was interesting for me today. To start of my my school session, I get to do some heart-wrenching, emotionally-powerful drama in front of my English class today. It was fun, like how I did when I had this Literature workshop at another school last year or so. The true purpose for us to do that is actually to get comfortable with people in my class. I say with full honesty that this is difficult for me to do, as I am very shy, prone to thing terribly of myself whenever I mess even the slightest of bit up in front of them, even when they feel nothing of it and is awkward around people in general for my lack of conversational skills.
I'm like an NPC, I only say stuff when I'm being talked to.
The rest of the day was like always, school.
Also, I'm feeling better now! I need not tell my mother that I was unwell. What a relief.
Do you also think I should stop writing my ideas of the day?
It hurts inside, when I listen to this, for all the memories it unlocked for me.
Idea of the Day:
~Aima~ (this is my idea. again, none of these are actual fact)
The darker aspect of Life. It is the aspect of the Loss of life forces, be it Vita or Zoe, loss of Vita being potentially more dangerous. It is the aspect which relates to Thanatos or Death. It is simply the aspect of life being used up whether naturally, as in Chronos or Age, or forcefully, as in sacrifice, actual use, or in Harm or Algos (many "os"es huh). It has a vector value, where positive means loss and negative means gain, opposed to Zoe.
>It is correct in saying "have", "gain" or "lost" Aima, when used correctly.
>It is not correct in saying "gained Aima" when healed or "lost Aima" when cured, for they mean the exact opposite.
Designated universe : A game universe where the main character is a mage known as Lanx Themix.
End.
School was interesting for me today. To start of my my school session, I get to do some heart-wrenching, emotionally-powerful drama in front of my English class today. It was fun, like how I did when I had this Literature workshop at another school last year or so. The true purpose for us to do that is actually to get comfortable with people in my class. I say with full honesty that this is difficult for me to do, as I am very shy, prone to thing terribly of myself whenever I mess even the slightest of bit up in front of them, even when they feel nothing of it and is awkward around people in general for my lack of conversational skills.
I'm like an NPC, I only say stuff when I'm being talked to.
The rest of the day was like always, school.
Also, I'm feeling better now! I need not tell my mother that I was unwell. What a relief.
Do you also think I should stop writing my ideas of the day?
It hurts inside, when I listen to this, for all the memories it unlocked for me.
Monday, March 9, 2009
9th: Game,Unwellness
6.50 pm. 9th March.
Idea of the Day:
~Zoe~
It is the aspect of Life inside a living object. It is the aspect of the forces of Life that makes the object living, and that keeps the object alive. It is what we refer to as a spirit, soul, etc. It has a vector value, positive is gaining life forces, while negative is loss of life force contained.
>It is all correct in saying "have Zoe", "gain Zoe" and "lost Zoe" when refer to oneself, when healed and when hurt, respectively.
Desiganted universe : A game universe where the main hero is a mage called Lanx Themix.
End.
Today is a holiday, and thus I started my day sleeping in bed 'till I get sick of it, literally. So, I ate breakfast, blah, then my dad decided to bake a cake. It was sponge pandan. mmm... Then I tried to play FF XII without cheats, since I realized that the only game I finished without cheats is FF X-2. T_T Didn't work out well, so I'm gonna cheat on it again. Don't get me wrong, I got to the very end of the game, with Tournesol and Zodiark, but I deleted it for some unearthly reason yet known to me.
I still feel somewhat unwell, but felt a bit better this morning. Now, I'm not feeling weller. If it persist, I'll tell my mom tomorrow, after school, at 3.00 pm.
Now the video. It am soofing.
The picture is irrelevant. And the song isn't complete... T_T
Idea of the Day:
~Zoe~
It is the aspect of Life inside a living object. It is the aspect of the forces of Life that makes the object living, and that keeps the object alive. It is what we refer to as a spirit, soul, etc. It has a vector value, positive is gaining life forces, while negative is loss of life force contained.
>It is all correct in saying "have Zoe", "gain Zoe" and "lost Zoe" when refer to oneself, when healed and when hurt, respectively.
Desiganted universe : A game universe where the main hero is a mage called Lanx Themix.
End.
Today is a holiday, and thus I started my day sleeping in bed 'till I get sick of it, literally. So, I ate breakfast, blah, then my dad decided to bake a cake. It was sponge pandan. mmm... Then I tried to play FF XII without cheats, since I realized that the only game I finished without cheats is FF X-2. T_T Didn't work out well, so I'm gonna cheat on it again. Don't get me wrong, I got to the very end of the game, with Tournesol and Zodiark, but I deleted it for some unearthly reason yet known to me.
I still feel somewhat unwell, but felt a bit better this morning. Now, I'm not feeling weller. If it persist, I'll tell my mom tomorrow, after school, at 3.00 pm.
Now the video. It am soofing.
The picture is irrelevant. And the song isn't complete... T_T
Sunday, March 8, 2009
8th: Shopping, Sick
4.30 pm. 8th March.
Idea of the Day:
~The Aspect of Life, Vita~
The aspect of Life itself. It is the aspect of the forces of Life that exist outside a living object. It has a scalar value.
>It is incorrect to say "I have Vita" for it is the aspect of life forces outside any object.
>It is, however, correct in saying "obtaining Vita" as it means that one has receive Vita and has converted it to "Zoe", the life force contained in a living object.
>It is not correct in saying "I lost Vita" for one cannot possess Vita, as it exist outside the object.
Designated Universe : Zolkothe, a universe (game) whose main character is a mage called Lanx Themiks. It's a status parameter.
End.
Much to the excitement of my life, I got to go shopping with my mom! Yays
The plan was to buy some plastic cover for my textbooks, and then buy some other things while we're doing so. So I got the plastic covering, two metres, and went to the Centrepoint, a shopping complex, and there we bought some (few) clothes. Actually, I'm planning to buy myself some boxers (eww, I'm talking about my underwear on the internet), I got some, but it's a bit skin tight. I'm wearing them right now.
So anyway, if we are to go again tomorrow, since it'll be a holiday, I'm gonna buy cotton boxers, size L. Apperently, they are not very nice.
Then, we went grocery shopping! After eating lunch.The most notable purchase was a snack of garlic bread, small size, crunchy as bread can (not) get. Delicious, there was no denial, but I was full. Then I bought this chocolate that came with a toy! It was a mystery toy. Oooh~~ Have I opened it? Yes. Played with it? Yes. Threw it away at some hapless passer-by? Yes.
But drama was to come, before the lunch. My health, apperently wanted to stay asleep, but since I refused to do as such, it know took it out on me and now I feel not so well, akshully.
I took some paracetamol, and being careful about it. I feel somewhat less not so well. I hope my sickness doesn't become legit, or I might miss school next Tuesday. I've already missed much lessons. Poopy.
For the video, some akwardness. It involves a comedian telling his coming-of-age tale.
Like Bugs Bunny on the Moon.
Idea of the Day:
~The Aspect of Life, Vita~
The aspect of Life itself. It is the aspect of the forces of Life that exist outside a living object. It has a scalar value.
>It is incorrect to say "I have Vita" for it is the aspect of life forces outside any object.
>It is, however, correct in saying "obtaining Vita" as it means that one has receive Vita and has converted it to "Zoe", the life force contained in a living object.
>It is not correct in saying "I lost Vita" for one cannot possess Vita, as it exist outside the object.
Designated Universe : Zolkothe, a universe (game) whose main character is a mage called Lanx Themiks. It's a status parameter.
End.
Much to the excitement of my life, I got to go shopping with my mom! Yays
The plan was to buy some plastic cover for my textbooks, and then buy some other things while we're doing so. So I got the plastic covering, two metres, and went to the Centrepoint, a shopping complex, and there we bought some (few) clothes. Actually, I'm planning to buy myself some boxers (eww, I'm talking about my underwear on the internet), I got some, but it's a bit skin tight. I'm wearing them right now.
So anyway, if we are to go again tomorrow, since it'll be a holiday, I'm gonna buy cotton boxers, size L. Apperently, they are not very nice.Then, we went grocery shopping! After eating lunch.The most notable purchase was a snack of garlic bread, small size, crunchy as bread can (not) get. Delicious, there was no denial, but I was full. Then I bought this chocolate that came with a toy! It was a mystery toy. Oooh~~ Have I opened it? Yes. Played with it? Yes. Threw it away at some hapless passer-by? Yes.
But drama was to come, before the lunch. My health, apperently wanted to stay asleep, but since I refused to do as such, it know took it out on me and now I feel not so well, akshully.
I took some paracetamol, and being careful about it. I feel somewhat less not so well. I hope my sickness doesn't become legit, or I might miss school next Tuesday. I've already missed much lessons. Poopy.
For the video, some akwardness. It involves a comedian telling his coming-of-age tale.
Like Bugs Bunny on the Moon.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
7th:
This is a drag. I'm considering to write when something actually happens...
Nothing did, 'cept for my lack of locker for school is still lacking.
Listen to this:
This song is dark in my head.
Nothing did, 'cept for my lack of locker for school is still lacking.
Listen to this:
This song is dark in my head.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
5th: Scholarship
9.41 pm. 5th March
Idea of the Day:
~Red Ring~
A metal ring, that alights upon the wearer's wrath, fear, agitation and the likes. It's crimson flame is bright, though harmless. The ring, whilst giving the wearer the power over flames, also gives the user to see Truth, as well as the inner intents of every being. The Crown Key will bring whoever has it to the Eastern Scale Sanctuary, Candle Castle.
Designated universe : Undetermined
End.
Today was another day of every other day.
However, I had to leave school! Yay. The reason being:
Attending a meeting session at the Main Hall of the New Building of the Ministry of Education, arranged by said ministry, with the session titled "Scholarship"
Here's the deal:
1. Special Education Scheme
2. Excellent Student Scholarship
5. Brunei Darussalam Administration Service Scholarship.
About:
1.Give rise to excellent teachers/tutors/etc.
2.Give rise to anything great
5.Give rise to administration officials
Requirements:
1. ~Local
~Credits in English and Malay Languages
~Aggregate 12 and below
~At least 5 distinctions
2. ~Local
~English and Malay Language Distinction 2 and above
~Aggregate 8 and below
5. ~Local
~Malay and English languages, Credit
~At least 7 distinctions.
These are all the relevant scholarship offers for students of my level (after "O" Level exams)
I only have six distinctions and and three credits, and my Malay language is a credit 3.
Teachers = Epic DO NOT WANT!!!!!!!
Apart from this, nothing else is new.
Like this video:
Pretty...
Idea of the Day:
~Red Ring~
A metal ring, that alights upon the wearer's wrath, fear, agitation and the likes. It's crimson flame is bright, though harmless. The ring, whilst giving the wearer the power over flames, also gives the user to see Truth, as well as the inner intents of every being. The Crown Key will bring whoever has it to the Eastern Scale Sanctuary, Candle Castle.
Designated universe : Undetermined
End.
Today was another day of every other day.
However, I had to leave school! Yay. The reason being:
Attending a meeting session at the Main Hall of the New Building of the Ministry of Education, arranged by said ministry, with the session titled "Scholarship"
Here's the deal:
1. Special Education Scheme
2. Excellent Student Scholarship
5. Brunei Darussalam Administration Service Scholarship.
About:
1.Give rise to excellent teachers/tutors/etc.
2.Give rise to anything great
5.Give rise to administration officials
Requirements:
1. ~Local
~Credits in English and Malay Languages
~Aggregate 12 and below
~At least 5 distinctions
2. ~Local
~English and Malay Language Distinction 2 and above
~Aggregate 8 and below
5. ~Local
~Malay and English languages, Credit
~At least 7 distinctions.
These are all the relevant scholarship offers for students of my level (after "O" Level exams)
I only have six distinctions and and three credits, and my Malay language is a credit 3.
Teachers = Epic DO NOT WANT!!!!!!!
Apart from this, nothing else is new.
Like this video:
Pretty...
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
4th: School, Scholarship, Future
8.29 pm. 4th March
Idea of the Day :
~Atlas Bracelet~
A bracelet of wood, engraved runes and worldly design. As a Crown Key, the bracelet grants those who wear it tremendous strength and an understanding of both beast and green, as well as a command of the earth. It will show forth, the Southern Scale Sanctuary, the Abode of Kindness.
Designated universe : Undetermined
End.
As of today, I am officially of the Sixth Form Centre of Katok. Woot. Now, I may have somewhat of a clean slate, but only to among those I do not recognise, in other words, everyone else who isn't you.
So we got our textbooks, and thus do I consider the importance of that of a locker, which I am hoping to apply for tomorrow. But this may not be, for I may be going away from school, as I have a meeting session thing with the Ministry of Education for being a good, successful student. My parent (not sure which) had answered the call that was the invitation. I am to sit for a meeting session on scholarships. This is so I may go study abroad.
Honestly, if it's only just a talk and not for application on scholarships, I'd be fine, but if I am to recieve a scholarship, I feel uneasy about it. I mean, I just settled with into my new school, and then I have to leave abroad. Seriously, I'm getting heavily winded by all this. It's like having to move to a new house for a three days, having fully unpacked, and then having to move again, to another house, in another country, the next day.
But what am I supposed to do? I can't turn down the offer of studying abroad. It might be my only chance, but, my school has given me an even wider spectrum of opportunity, such as learning Japanese and go on adventures (whilst still being a student and underaged and not legal). I'm just afraid that I might lose these chances. Like I said, I may not be able to do anything else if I become a doctor.
Which brings me to another topic, and that is the IF I become a doctor. If I don't get it, what the poop am I supposed to do? I need a plan B, even if I'm praying that I don't have to use it.
Like how there is a possibility that no one is reading this blog of mine. :D I am fully sympathetic to you people who would have to go through my tormenting posts of shorts and longs. And me writing everyday isn't making it any better.
I seriously need someone tangible to listen to my problems... Any suggestions?
Enough of that, more on this.
Time to parade. ~fanfare~ Little children : Yaay!!!
Idea of the Day :
~Atlas Bracelet~
A bracelet of wood, engraved runes and worldly design. As a Crown Key, the bracelet grants those who wear it tremendous strength and an understanding of both beast and green, as well as a command of the earth. It will show forth, the Southern Scale Sanctuary, the Abode of Kindness.
Designated universe : Undetermined
End.
As of today, I am officially of the Sixth Form Centre of Katok. Woot. Now, I may have somewhat of a clean slate, but only to among those I do not recognise, in other words, everyone else who isn't you.
So we got our textbooks, and thus do I consider the importance of that of a locker, which I am hoping to apply for tomorrow. But this may not be, for I may be going away from school, as I have a meeting session thing with the Ministry of Education for being a good, successful student. My parent (not sure which) had answered the call that was the invitation. I am to sit for a meeting session on scholarships. This is so I may go study abroad.
Honestly, if it's only just a talk and not for application on scholarships, I'd be fine, but if I am to recieve a scholarship, I feel uneasy about it. I mean, I just settled with into my new school, and then I have to leave abroad. Seriously, I'm getting heavily winded by all this. It's like having to move to a new house for a three days, having fully unpacked, and then having to move again, to another house, in another country, the next day.
But what am I supposed to do? I can't turn down the offer of studying abroad. It might be my only chance, but, my school has given me an even wider spectrum of opportunity, such as learning Japanese and go on adventures (whilst still being a student and underaged and not legal). I'm just afraid that I might lose these chances. Like I said, I may not be able to do anything else if I become a doctor.
Which brings me to another topic, and that is the IF I become a doctor. If I don't get it, what the poop am I supposed to do? I need a plan B, even if I'm praying that I don't have to use it.
Like how there is a possibility that no one is reading this blog of mine. :D I am fully sympathetic to you people who would have to go through my tormenting posts of shorts and longs. And me writing everyday isn't making it any better.
I seriously need someone tangible to listen to my problems... Any suggestions?
Enough of that, more on this.
Time to parade. ~fanfare~ Little children : Yaay!!!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
3rd: School, rant.
6.31 pm. 3rd March
Idea of the Day:
~Cold Rook~
An object that resembles that of the chess piece, rook. The object seems as if it was made entirely out of glass. Though no amount of force could harm it. As a Crown Key, it gives those who bear it abilities of frost and life within water. With it, one can find the Western Scale Sanctuary, the Chalice Haven.
Designated universe : Undetermined
End.
The reason where there was no blog post yesterday was because the wireless connection of my home was disturbed by the rain and all that wind last night.
Moving on, these two days were spent in my new "college" as it were, under orientation. It had lasted only for that period of time. Quite short, I know, but the time we started school again was a bit of a long wait. Whatever.
So yesterday, the first part of my orientation was somewhat dull. The prefects there, though, tried to entertain us by using the newly enrolled (us) students. Apart from that, nothing exciting. They prefects were, I'm sad to say, weren't very organized much. If I had to do the same, becoming a prefect as such, I have to do better... Anyway, they showed us around the school abit, for 15 minutes, and we went back. Of course, there were many speeches, but I'm sure all of you rather not read about them.
That night, I was really tired. I haven't felt that way in a while, so I went to sleep around 8 pm.
Today was a bit more exciting, simply because we get to join extra-curricular activities, or clubs. It was told that we are to join at least one of them but no more than two. I signed up for the Adventure Club and the Japanese club. Reason is because so I can live out Final Fantasy. I also explored the school on my own earlier since it's only natural that I haven't fully explored the school when we were shown around, slowly, for 15 minutes. Actually I haven't fully explored the entire school yet. It felt like playing Persona 3 and 4, where my environment consist of a school. So, I got to know the area better, since I had to if I wish to survive these two years.
About the clubs, as usual and expected, mother felt contradicted about the clubs I joined. Indeed, there is a large possibility that I will have to go places, especially Adventure club, and I might got lost while being in said club. :D But I really don't care. In fact, I do care, for myself. My future I decided was to be a medical doctor in the area of ventilation (breathing), and I am afraid that I might not be able to do any of what the things in the said clubs do, ever, since I would have to care for people. And there would be many people who would need my help by then. If this happens, I may never do anything else, at all.
I am indeed weak, in terms of physicality, but then again, whose fault was it in the first place.
I never got to go out, outside civilization, as close as the beach, that often. I've only been to the beach around five times, period. Sure I got to go last year, but yeah, just last year, from a period of several years. I've hiked, but I never did past five times. I'm not even sure I've gone hiking five times. The last time I hiked is when I was a kid, when I was unhealthy and hated it.
Now, my parents think that I'm too weak to go hiking, to go camping, to do anything. Well, I'm quite frankly, tired of it. I want to go hiking and I want to go camping, BECAUSE I'm such a wimp. I'm no good in sports, so what the hell am I supposed to be. I don't even workout anymore because the gym is full of scary people.
I know my parents are only thinking for the good of me, but will they not let me do anything at all. They even went against me playing badminton, simply because there are girls, and that I might fall in love with them, and I can't 'cause I need to go to university and graduate and get a well-paying job before I can get a girl. Good thing I'm not like how they think I would be, falling for girls, or this may actually HURT me. This, however, annoys me, because they think I am like that. And, for your information, I've only been to a friends house when I was around 14 or 15, and, for your information, I never hang out with my friend, 'cause it's dangerous.
Anyway, enough of my rant. Watch this video so that you may forget whatever poop I threw at you.
It so said om nom nom.
Idea of the Day:
~Cold Rook~
An object that resembles that of the chess piece, rook. The object seems as if it was made entirely out of glass. Though no amount of force could harm it. As a Crown Key, it gives those who bear it abilities of frost and life within water. With it, one can find the Western Scale Sanctuary, the Chalice Haven.
Designated universe : Undetermined
End.
The reason where there was no blog post yesterday was because the wireless connection of my home was disturbed by the rain and all that wind last night.
Moving on, these two days were spent in my new "college" as it were, under orientation. It had lasted only for that period of time. Quite short, I know, but the time we started school again was a bit of a long wait. Whatever.
So yesterday, the first part of my orientation was somewhat dull. The prefects there, though, tried to entertain us by using the newly enrolled (us) students. Apart from that, nothing exciting. They prefects were, I'm sad to say, weren't very organized much. If I had to do the same, becoming a prefect as such, I have to do better... Anyway, they showed us around the school abit, for 15 minutes, and we went back. Of course, there were many speeches, but I'm sure all of you rather not read about them.
That night, I was really tired. I haven't felt that way in a while, so I went to sleep around 8 pm.
Today was a bit more exciting, simply because we get to join extra-curricular activities, or clubs. It was told that we are to join at least one of them but no more than two. I signed up for the Adventure Club and the Japanese club. Reason is because so I can live out Final Fantasy. I also explored the school on my own earlier since it's only natural that I haven't fully explored the school when we were shown around, slowly, for 15 minutes. Actually I haven't fully explored the entire school yet. It felt like playing Persona 3 and 4, where my environment consist of a school. So, I got to know the area better, since I had to if I wish to survive these two years.
About the clubs, as usual and expected, mother felt contradicted about the clubs I joined. Indeed, there is a large possibility that I will have to go places, especially Adventure club, and I might got lost while being in said club. :D But I really don't care. In fact, I do care, for myself. My future I decided was to be a medical doctor in the area of ventilation (breathing), and I am afraid that I might not be able to do any of what the things in the said clubs do, ever, since I would have to care for people. And there would be many people who would need my help by then. If this happens, I may never do anything else, at all.
I am indeed weak, in terms of physicality, but then again, whose fault was it in the first place.
I never got to go out, outside civilization, as close as the beach, that often. I've only been to the beach around five times, period. Sure I got to go last year, but yeah, just last year, from a period of several years. I've hiked, but I never did past five times. I'm not even sure I've gone hiking five times. The last time I hiked is when I was a kid, when I was unhealthy and hated it.
Now, my parents think that I'm too weak to go hiking, to go camping, to do anything. Well, I'm quite frankly, tired of it. I want to go hiking and I want to go camping, BECAUSE I'm such a wimp. I'm no good in sports, so what the hell am I supposed to be. I don't even workout anymore because the gym is full of scary people.
I know my parents are only thinking for the good of me, but will they not let me do anything at all. They even went against me playing badminton, simply because there are girls, and that I might fall in love with them, and I can't 'cause I need to go to university and graduate and get a well-paying job before I can get a girl. Good thing I'm not like how they think I would be, falling for girls, or this may actually HURT me. This, however, annoys me, because they think I am like that. And, for your information, I've only been to a friends house when I was around 14 or 15, and, for your information, I never hang out with my friend, 'cause it's dangerous.
Anyway, enough of my rant. Watch this video so that you may forget whatever poop I threw at you.
It so said om nom nom.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
1st: Badminton, School, Sister
6.34 pm. 1st March
Idea of the Day:
~Mark of the 3rd Child~
An emblem, that which bears the stars. It is the royal mark of the 3rd child of the Kings. A Crown Key, it grants one the power of the skies, as well as the power of speech to those without it. It is the guide to the Northern Scale Sanctuary, the Lofty Palace.
Designated Universe : Still undetermined
End.
Today was the last day I got to play badminton with my friends for this holiday, 'cause tomorrow, I start school. Let us all pray together for both excitement and ingenuity to be put into this sad blog of mine. Actually, I am excited for tomorrow. I just hope nothing terrible happens...
Also, this is also the day that my eldest sister came for her weekly visit, since she couldn't come on the usual Friday as she was sick. I pray that I don't get sick, or next week (tomorrow) will not be pleasant or enjoyable. I tend to form a repulsion towards the last few food I consumed when I get sick, or more correctly when I get better. This may also apply to situations, but I'm hoping not.
I have no more things to say. Enjoy.
Broccoli kitteh loves broccoli. Witness its growlies and paw-whappies.
Idea of the Day:
~Mark of the 3rd Child~
An emblem, that which bears the stars. It is the royal mark of the 3rd child of the Kings. A Crown Key, it grants one the power of the skies, as well as the power of speech to those without it. It is the guide to the Northern Scale Sanctuary, the Lofty Palace.
Designated Universe : Still undetermined
End.
Today was the last day I got to play badminton with my friends for this holiday, 'cause tomorrow, I start school. Let us all pray together for both excitement and ingenuity to be put into this sad blog of mine. Actually, I am excited for tomorrow. I just hope nothing terrible happens...
Also, this is also the day that my eldest sister came for her weekly visit, since she couldn't come on the usual Friday as she was sick. I pray that I don't get sick, or next week (tomorrow) will not be pleasant or enjoyable. I tend to form a repulsion towards the last few food I consumed when I get sick, or more correctly when I get better. This may also apply to situations, but I'm hoping not.
I have no more things to say. Enjoy.
Broccoli kitteh loves broccoli. Witness its growlies and paw-whappies.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
28th: School, Game, Purchases, Unease
8.48 pm. 28th February
Idea of the Day : None (OMG, FIRST)
To start of, I had to go to my old school. What terrible and masochistic reason am I forced to go to my old school again?
I was awarded most successful student in my year. A.K.A The student with the best result in the O Level Exams in my school. One other person would be a girl named Goh Jia Lin.
All I can and want to comment about this is a lot of praises given (I've got two newly obtained, whole solar energy, and one astral pouch) and much personally embarrassing boobs.
After that, I had a bit of a rest at home, where I tried my hand again (again) on Final Fantasy XII, which I have obtained weapons such as Sagittarius & Tournesol, and obtain all available Espers, only to delete the save (on my first playthrough) and had by brother overwite my save file (on my second, many months later). I've got a new Action Replay Max I bought about a month ago, so I decide to play it again with cheats (did this on my second playthrough, I've already got the Zodiac Spear [untimate weapon in-game]). But the only available cheats to use is have max gil (cash), level up once to reach level 99 (highest level), and kill a monster once to get max Licence Points (Points used to get licence to use weapons, armor, magic, etc. Basically, it's like you only need to kill people to get some points to by your driver's licence with). And on the day when, two days later, I begin school to. What wonderful schedueling skills I has.
Later that afternoon, mother invited me to go shopping with her. Since I have things to by myself, I went along. Thus have I obtain a new pendrive, labled Kingston, renamed Blacknight, which have 16 GB, and only cost 3/5 of a hundred dollars. The last pendrive bought had 526 MB (i think). Now, I have a backup of all my 'important' documents. I no longer fear the death of my computer taking the lives of many of my (downloaded) music individuals.
That last statement may get my hide tanned.
I also bought a new wallet. The one that was replaced was falling apart. I also bought those belt bag things, bags that are attached to belts and you wear them around thine waist. I did this so I may have easy access to my wallet and mobile phone. I may look silly with a bulging something square and/or rectangular underneath my untucked shirt, but it is more convenient. For me, thieves and insults alike.
But something got me really down. I may have bummed out one of my friends, in a sense that I mad them sad, in the sense of pain, in the sense of emotions. One thing that I cannot stand or let got or down is this thing. I will go on for the rest of my life, thinking and regretting things like this, despite the effect may or may not be true and/or real, to the dismay for my psychology, and mental and spiritual peace, in the sense I may lose it in the end, in the sense of sanity. Though this has yet to happen, and I already have much of these.
Life says I suck for not moving on.....
For the video:
Hey, it'd Fred.
Idea of the Day : None (OMG, FIRST)
To start of, I had to go to my old school. What terrible and masochistic reason am I forced to go to my old school again?
I was awarded most successful student in my year. A.K.A The student with the best result in the O Level Exams in my school. One other person would be a girl named Goh Jia Lin.
All I can and want to comment about this is a lot of praises given (I've got two newly obtained, whole solar energy, and one astral pouch) and much personally embarrassing boobs.
After that, I had a bit of a rest at home, where I tried my hand again (again) on Final Fantasy XII, which I have obtained weapons such as Sagittarius & Tournesol, and obtain all available Espers, only to delete the save (on my first playthrough) and had by brother overwite my save file (on my second, many months later). I've got a new Action Replay Max I bought about a month ago, so I decide to play it again with cheats (did this on my second playthrough, I've already got the Zodiac Spear [untimate weapon in-game]). But the only available cheats to use is have max gil (cash), level up once to reach level 99 (highest level), and kill a monster once to get max Licence Points (Points used to get licence to use weapons, armor, magic, etc. Basically, it's like you only need to kill people to get some points to by your driver's licence with). And on the day when, two days later, I begin school to. What wonderful schedueling skills I has.
Later that afternoon, mother invited me to go shopping with her. Since I have things to by myself, I went along. Thus have I obtain a new pendrive, labled Kingston, renamed Blacknight, which have 16 GB, and only cost 3/5 of a hundred dollars. The last pendrive bought had 526 MB (i think). Now, I have a backup of all my 'important' documents. I no longer fear the death of my computer taking the lives of many of my (downloaded) music individuals.
That last statement may get my hide tanned.
I also bought a new wallet. The one that was replaced was falling apart. I also bought those belt bag things, bags that are attached to belts and you wear them around thine waist. I did this so I may have easy access to my wallet and mobile phone. I may look silly with a bulging something square and/or rectangular underneath my untucked shirt, but it is more convenient. For me, thieves and insults alike.
But something got me really down. I may have bummed out one of my friends, in a sense that I mad them sad, in the sense of pain, in the sense of emotions. One thing that I cannot stand or let got or down is this thing. I will go on for the rest of my life, thinking and regretting things like this, despite the effect may or may not be true and/or real, to the dismay for my psychology, and mental and spiritual peace, in the sense I may lose it in the end, in the sense of sanity. Though this has yet to happen, and I already have much of these.
Life says I suck for not moving on.....
For the video:
Hey, it'd Fred.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
26th: Cont...
I feel depressed... and sad...
I fail to mention that the Moon poses a most terrible danger to the integrity of both my self and my mind...
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I fail to mention that the Moon poses a most terrible danger to the integrity of both my self and my mind...
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